Lauren.
I woke up from my dream with my ex, Ally, we broke up 4 years ago. We tried staying friends, but my feelings got in the way so we stopped talking for long while. I was trying to move on as I knew she was with someone else by looking into her stuff which I painfully regretted afterward. That was the main reason why we stopped talking. I lost her for good and I was so hurt knowing she didn't tell me.
It's been two years since we talked or even saw each other. I had no idea why all of a sudden why I was thinking or even dreaming about her. I was finally over and talking to someone else who makes me smile. Lucy, the new girl knew all about Ally and I knew about her exes, we really haven't been official or anything, but she knows that I had feelings for her.
- Unknown number; Hey, L, hope you're doing well. Just wanted to say hi and sorry we haven't talked or anything but wanted to check on you.
I remembered that number, but I deleted it, why would she just pop up? Now? This was getting strange and weird but I had to tell Lucy, right?
- Hey, A. Uh yeah, I'm good, and you?
- Hey, yeah, I'm sorry for dropping by but I just wanted to see how were things with you. I hope you are not mad at me.
- Uh no, I'm not, I'm sorry for what I did, but um, I'm actually talking to someone, well not entirely sure if it's going anywhere but I like someone else right now.
It's okay, I forgive you, and oh okay, I'll leave you alone, I don't want to mess that for you, and hope it works out for you! You are a great person and know how to make someone really happy.
Uh, thanks for that, and thank you, and I don't know about that.
You are a great person! Really.
Thanks, Ally. It means a lot.
Of course! Have a good day!
You too!
And that was the end of that. it was nice but in a weird way but it was good to know she's okay.
- Incoming call; Lucyy
"Hey, Luce, what are you doing?
"Did you see my text, I need you to help me to choose.
"Oh okay, hold on."
"well just call me back when you do okay?
"But I can-
End call
"Why did I like her again?
I saw her pictures, they look the same to me but again I called her again. No answer, what the heck? Well okay
"Uh, the first one is green" I texted her that.
- Incoming call, Lucyy
"But the other one has all of it."
"True but they have one color, right?
"Well yeah but I don't like the color green.."
"Well then okay," I said waiting on for her to tell me she has to go or something. There are days I will listen to everything she will tell me or their days when I am frustrated or and do not want to talk about anything and this is one of them.
"What are you doing? she asked
"About to eat," I said as I wasn't really but I would say anything to get out
"oh okay, call me after"
I let a big sigh as she hung up and decided to make something so and watching something on tv. I was finally alone with a PB & J sandwich. I didn't want to deal with Lucy right now, just chilling.
A few months past and Lucy and I stopped talking and I get invested in talking with my ex, as she became one of my good friends. We kept talking ever since that day. We learned what went wrong the first time and how we could improve.
It took a year and a half for us to be on the same page and a long conversation about what we wanted out of our relationship. Weekly check-ins, deep conversations about everything else but us or work, you know politics, the world, and how we can help out the world.
I'm back! hope you like it! :)
