Ally.
I heard Lauren kept saying she was sorry. I'm sure she meant it, but I didn't believe it. I had calm down but at the same time I was not in the mood to be in the same room or even be with her right now.
"Lauren, right now I'm in the right space to think or even being in the same room with you. I need time and space. I'm rooming with Mani for the rest of the tour. I grabbed my stuff and headed back to the hotel with Will. I didn't want to think about anything right now. My head was boiling and hurting. I don't know what time it was but I didn't care.
She's been with someone else and not taking us seriously which hurt me the most. I didn't understood it. We were together, at least I thought we were. I don't party as much the other girls do, but still. I guess she really rather be with him. He's a party dude and he smokes and all that stuff but whatever. I turn on the tv and decided to just take some Advil, turn off my phone and just try to sleep it off.
...." just make sure she know I'm truly sorry, I mean it Mani. I know I screwed up and messed up. I know. " Lauren said as they were approaching to their rooms.
" I got it, but she's really hurt. I'm going to get Dinah's stuff, sorry babe, but I think she just she's space."
"I know." Lauren started crying again. Dinah grabbed her just hugged her. The three of us didn't know what to do. It was painful to see our friends getting hurt in the process. We both knew how sorry Lauren was, but it was up to Ally." I gave her a hug and told her just try to sleep okay?
I went in the room and see Ally sleeping on my bed but that was okay, I quickly grabbed Dinah's stuff and took it to the other room.
"She's asleep, and I think that's the best thing for her right now. In the morning, I'll try."
"Thanks, Mani. I'm really sorry to you guys. I know what I did was wrong and I am going to show Ally, how much I'm invested in this. I already blocked him off in everything, and I changed my number again that I sent to you in the group chat.
"Do you want to stay here until you're going to bed or?" Dinah asked
"As much I want to but I gotta be there for Ally."
They gave me sad faces and I gave them hugs and went into my room and stayed up writing new songs in my head.
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I know you wanted more but i"ll do a part 3 if you really want!
