Ally
Going home has its advantages and disadvantages. Nothing beats going home for the holidays. I love being surrounded with my family and I always miss it when I'm with the girls, but this year it's been a rough month. Management has been treating us so horribly and one of the worst decisions was saying goodbye to Camila. I've been trying to be happy for her but I'm just so sad knowing she's not going to be there with us in the new year.
She's has become one of my favorite, someone who can instantly make me laugh. Her jokes weren't the best but some of them were. I'm going to miss having her the stage with us.
Lauren and I have been talking about coming out as soon January comes because it would be like the year will be hopefully make us feel like it's a new start with us and Dinah and Normani. I'm so happy they have accepted us and they are okay with us being together.
I was in my old room on my laptop Facetiming Lauren as she and I were about to open our presents.
I got her a new journal, and a new beanie had my last name on it.
"Ready babe?" She asked me.
"Yeah 1, 2, 3"
"Awwww" we both said at the same time. She got me a frame with my grandparents and a picture with us the two of us when we went on our first date.
"Baby, thank you. I really love it."
"You're welcome Ally, I wanted this year something you can take on the road so you know he's with you every day."
"Aww baby you gonna make me cry. I wish you were here."
"I'm sorry babe. I wish I was there too." I really love my journal and my beanie is so cute just like you."
"Babe! I love you. You're cute too."
"I love you Allyson. You mean a lot to me."
"You do too , Ms. Jauregui." I sent her a kiss and she smiled back at me."
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I know it was super short and not even on the day! I was spending time playing games with my family and I wanted to do something nice. Happy Holidays!!! ❤
