pacify her ➳ joshler

19.

josh waited for debby to arrive. it was later that night and tyler went home, of course. josh was really dreading this. he didn't want to see nor talk to her, but he needed to. it was vital if he wanted to save their relationship.

josh jumped when he heard to doorbell ring. he was really deep in his thoughts. he ran his hands over his face before getting up slowly. "josh? someone's at the door." laura stated starting to walk out of the kitchen. "i know mom! i'll get it." he quickly stoped her as he headed towards the door, his heart racing insanely fast. he rested his hand on the doorknob, taking a deep breath before opening it up.

there she stood. her long red hair resting on her shoulders. "hey joshy." debby batted her eyes as josh opened the door for her to come in. she walked in with a grin on her face. josh shut the door slowly than anticipated, when his mom entered on the scene.

"oh, hello debby!" she fake smiled, giving josh side eyes. "hi laura." debby smiled back, reaching for josh's hand. she grabbed his hand, intertwining their fingers. josh gulped giving his mom wide eyes as he pursed his lips. "well- we're gonna be upstairs." josh said quickly, clearing his throat. "uh- k" laura squinted her eyes in confusion as they headed up the stairs.

as they entered josh's room debby smirked deviously. "so i need to tell you something." josh sat on the edge of his bed. debby followed sitting closely to josh as she placed her hand on his knee. "what is it?" she stared up at josh, bitting her lip. "um i- you know, me and tyler."

"yeah?" she raised her eyebrows. "we've been together.." josh glanced over at her. "not like dating or anything but yo-" before josh could finish debby smashed her lips onto josh's. josh panicked for a moment before kissing back.

it's been a long time since they've shared something like this. it almost felt right, like all of josh's worries went away. josh placed his hand on her hip, deepening the kiss. debby quickly pulled away looking into josh's chocolate orbs. "i know."

"what?" josh stared blankly at her, trying to process what just happened. "i know about you and tyler." she stated, going in for another kiss. josh stopped her, confused by the whole situation. "you- you know?"

"yeah." debby blinked. "it's okay. i know you love me so, it's okay." she forced herself onto josh, giving him other sloppy kiss. josh wanted to pull away but he didn't. he just let her take advantage. somehow he felt, alright with all of this. somehow he felt good knowing his girlfriend knew he was cheating. at least she didn't freak out or anything, it made the whole situation better.

on the other hand though, what about tyler? josh told him a while ago he broke up with debby. how would he react to josh still being with her? maybe this is all in josh's head and tyler doesn't mind either. maybe it's better off if he doesn't know. josh promised not to hurt him though..

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a/n
please don't come for me 😅😅

anyways, i love writing this sm like you have no idea it kinda consumes my life..