pacify her ➳ joshler

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josh marched through the hallways as fast as he possibly could. he wanted to get out of there before anyone could stop him. obviously he knows he has to wait for debby, but he'd rather be secretive about that.

he shuffled out the doors avoiding the teenagers who hung around the front of the school. once he got past the crowds of people, he started jogging, knowing that debby or anyone for that matter was gonna approach him.

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josh made it halfway to his house when he heard a faint clicking of shoes against the cement behind him. of course he knew who it was so he didn't even brother asking.

"stay back there. i don't wanna walk with you." josh stated, exhausted. "are you mad at me joshy?" debby's voice rang through his ears. over the past few months never would he have thought he would feel so much annoyance for the person he used to love so dearly.

"don't call me that." josh cringed at the nick name he actually loved, but not coming from her. "i'm sorry!" debby whined as josh sharply took a right into his front yard.

he walked up the steps, unlocking the door as fast as he could. "joshh.." she followed him like a lost puppy into his house. josh roughly threw down his bag, jolting up the stairs. debby furrowed her brows, pouting her lips. she huffed loudly before calling out to him again, rushing up the steps.

she opened up the door to his room, to find josh on his bed playing on his phone. "stop ignoring me!" she stood by his bed, glaring down on him. he lifted his eyebrows, shifting his eyes over to her before placing them back onto his phone.

debby let out an aggravated groan, snatching joshs phone out of his grip. "hey!" josh quickly sat up, tying to take back his phone. "oh look, it knows how to talk!" debby sarcastically said. "give me back my phone." josh chuckled from nervousness.

"don't ignore me." she hissed at him. "i'm not! give it back." he got off the bed, towering over her while she hid his phone behind her back. "debby."

with those words debby smashed her lips onto josh's. josh stumbled back, not expecting that kind of action. he fell back onto the bed with debby on top of him. she smirked into the kiss as she straddled the bright haired boy.

josh was trying not to gag as debby tried deepening the kiss, letting her hands travel josh's torso. josh just laid there, unable to do anything by the amount of disgust and discomfort he was feeling.

"debby.." josh tried saying as she kissed all over his neck. "i-" she cut him off by attacking his lips again. "i can't do this." he pushed her off of him as he sat up with tears threatening to spill out of his eyes. "i'm sorry." he gulped.

"it's okay." debby looked into his eyes as tears slipped out of them. "what?" josh said, confused. he didn't know why she was forgiving him when he knows that's what she wanted. "it's okay. you don't have to." this made josh even more confused. why was she saying this?

"uh- what? don't yo-" josh started, but couldn't find the words. his mind was racing with her actions. what is happening?!

"nevermind." josh wiped the tears from his face, also debby's kisses when she wasn't looking. her cheap chapstick that had rubbed off on his lips from their make-out session was making him want to throw up.

"i should go." debby quickly shot her head towards josh, giving him dull eyes. there was no emotion in them whatsoever. "uh-yeahh, you should." josh rubbed the back of his neck, trying to ease his anxiety.

"bye, josh." she hopped up towards the door. quietly opening it up then walked out.

josh let out a huge sigh of relief. he just wanted to be alone, for now. he got up and strolled towards the bathroom to take a shower.

josh jumped in the shower, letting the warm water run over his body. honestly, he felt disgusting. he didn't know why though, just in general. maybe it was the fact that he wouldn't be able to keep this up any longer. he'll have to tell tyler sometime, about everything. however, at least josh stopped himself this time, or he would have felt even more disgusted with himself.

as he got out of the shower, he walked to his room with the towel hanging from his hips. he found some basketball shorts and a lose t-shirt to throw on.

josh stumbled over to his bed, collapsing onto it. he reached over to his phone that still laid there from either. josh's heart nearly stopped when he saw all the unread messages from tyler appear on the screen. most of them just asking if josh was alright or not. josh cursed under his breath not even bothering to look at the messages, he went straight to calling tyler instead.

that night tyler and josh stayed on the phone for hours on end, just talking about random and personal things.

they were so in love.

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