pacify her ➳ joshler

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josh didn't even have the motivation to go to school. he knows that it would just make him feel worse, but he had to go for the sake of his mother being so strict.

he felt extremely guilty and almost broken knowing that it was all his fault. he was the one who didn't stop himself the first time, or even tell tyler the truth. all his fault.

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when josh got to school he didn't see tyler anywhere, well i mean tyler was avoiding josh on purpose. but, josh did see the one person he hated the most at the moment. debby.

she was talking with brendon and all the other jocks before she spotted josh. josh's eyes widened when she waved and started walking towards him. he took off out the front doors and down the sidewalk before debby caught up.

"josh! josh." she panted from running after him as josh had his back towards her. he held his hands in fists at his sides trying to hold in his anger. it wasn't helping much, as it soon became more than he could handle. "don't fucking talk to me okay!?" he snapped around now yelling in her face. "don't you get it!? you took away the only thing i loved and now because of you he won't talk to me!" he spat as debby just stood there, more scared than ever. she's never seen this side of josh, nobody has. "i-i don't even know if he's okay. he could have done something debby! just-" a tear dropped out of his eyes as he flailed his arms around. "don't speak to me ever again." josh spat. debby's face showed concern but also a trace of carelessness. she really was heartless. "i hate you." josh turned on his heels and stomped away as he wiped his tears away with his jacket sleeve.

debby just stayed silent as she watched josh walk away from her. then reality hit her. what if tyler did do something she wasn't aware of? she couldn't get too caught in her thoughts as she was still baffled by the way josh acted. she scoffed before heading back inside to tell brendon about the incident. she pouted over to where the group stood basically talking about 'football' and other things.

"what's wrong debby?" brendon noticed the slight sadness in debby's eyes. "he's mad at me." she whined as brendon hummed in response. "that sucks." brendon shrugged returning to his conversation with his friends. this made debby even more upset that brendon didn't really care to hear her whole epidemic.

she rolled her eyes before strolling away to class like most of the others were doing at the moment. the one thing she couldn't get off of her mind was josh. she broke him, and she'll never get him back now.

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a/n
there was a panic! at the disco concert last night and i didn't get to go so i'm really salty but..