josh practically stayed the whole weekend at tylers, he wanted to be with him every second. tyler would be lying also if he said he didn't enjoy the extra attention.
they laid on the couch, snuggled up against each other as they got caught up on their favorite show at the moment. although, josh wasn't really paying attention to the show. he was too mesmerized by tylers beauty. and how every time something happened on the t.v his eyes would spark with fascination.
the brunette turned his head to josh, as josh whipped his head to face the television. tyler smirked as he knew he just caught josh staring. "josh? we can do something else if you're bored" tyler suggested as he played with their hands that were laced together. "no, no- sorry just," josh paused as he landed his chocolate orbs on the smaller boy. "you're so beautiful. do you know that?"
a blush crept on tylers face, making him bury his face in josh's shoulder. josh grabbed tyler by his waist, pulling him onto his lap. tyler climbed onto the bright haired boys lap, as he straddled him. tyler still hung his head low, gripping josh's neck with his hand.
"josh," tyler brushed his lips up the side of josh's neck, sending a shiver down josh's spine. "can i tell you something?" the duo stared into each other's eyes before josh brought his lips to tylers.
"anything. i actually have something to tell you too." josh gulped. he knows this isn't the best time to tell tyler about everything but sooner than later, right? "okay um-" tyler dropped his head under josh's stare. he bit his lip, shaking his head and slightly chuckling.
"well, i- josh before we met i loved you. i know it sounds weird but like i had the biggest crush on you. i have to pinch myself everyday because i don't know if this is real life. then when i found out you broke up with debby for me i- josh you make me feel.. alive. i didn't wanna live before i met you." tyler rushed as his heart beat so loudly in his chest.
"tyler, i-" josh was speechless as he smiled uncontrollably. "oh my god, i fucking love you." josh closed the space between them. he locked their fingers together as he shifted tyler on his back. josh hovered over him, kissing him with more passion and love.
"what were you gonna tell me?" tyler pulled away breathlessly, struggling to even form a sentence. "it doesn't matter."
their kisses became more desperate and harder, as they struggled to breathe.
that night, they rolled in the sheets. the only sounds were of the pleasure escaping the boys mouths. the only feeling felt was love. and god, were they more than in love.
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okay the fun is over, get ready for lots of drama next chapter!
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pacify her ➳ joshler
Fanfiction[tw: self harm, depression, suicide, etc.] josh is your regular popular kid. everyone admires him at school. his life is perfect. tyler is the sad kid that no one talks to. he has no friends and doesn't plan to make any. his life could be better. jo...