∆Little Wanderer∇ Jøshler

Vingt

" If there's anything I'm guilty of, its loving you too much."

-James Arthur

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The sky above was a light shade of grey as clouds formed to create a barricade around the sun and gave the day a dreary effect.

The thunder rolled swiftly throughout the sky as it shook the earth with a flash of lighting. It wasn't necessarily a violent storm in Tyler's opinion. The rain was soft and gentle as it felt to the earth in a tropical rhythm.

Tyler liked to think this storm reflected his personality. The rain wasn't destructive, but the thunder shook the earth in a cry for help as it flashed electric blue with energy throughout its formation.

He'd been thinking a lot lately, well he was always thinking, but this was different.

He had to tell his parents, his friends, and Josh he was leaving in two weeks. In 14 short days he'd be packing his suitcase and traveling to different locations across the world.

1.) Australia
2.) England
3.) Germany.
4.)Argentina
5.) The Bahamas
6.) Brazil
7.)Columbia
8.) France
9.) Finland
10.) Ireland
11.) Japan
12.) Kenya.

That was his travel list so far, well that's what the email that he received last night said.

He should be happy, right? This has been his dream for years. He's always loved traveling and art, but now he's not one hundred percent excited.

Will his friends forget about him?
Will his family be upset?
Will Josh be upset?
Will anyone understand?

Tyler let a stray tear slide down his face as he laid in the wet grass and exposed his face to the weather.

Rain fell in a steady rhythm on his face as he took a deep breath and exhaled.

He knew Brendon was right, he was starting to love Josh. He thought denying it would make it go away, but it didn't.

It was the way Josh came around because he wanted to, the way he liked to watch Tyler paint from afar as he spit compliments Tyler ignored with a playful eye roll, the way he would hold Tyler when they laid tangled in Tyler's bedsheets panting, it was just the way Josh was in general.

This whole 'friends with benefits' thing was not a good idea, but it was too late; Tyler was in too deep.

The rain slowed to where a few taps were heard and random droplets could be felt, but the clouds were parting and the sun bled through.

Tyler picked himself up and walked home with thoughts clouding his head, but he was torn.

He was always a firm believer in following your heart, but what happens when your heart is split into two different parts but pull separate ways?

Decisions, decisions, decisions.

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A/n

I'm soooo tired. I literally didn't even realize how late it was, but I was too deep into this chapter to call it quits.

I love you, my lil' spookies💞

👽Stay • Alive💀

-becca🌸