Fight the Feelings

Fifty's party- part 1

(Marshall talking to drug councillor)

What's been happening lately?

A lot actually, I finished working on my album and have been in Europe these last couple of days for publicity. Now I am back at home, I get to spend some times with my girls before I head to L.A next week.

What's happening in L.A?

I'm doing some interviews and working in the studio with friends.

Last time you said you were going to try and be more social, hows that going?

It's going good, fifty comes out whenever he can to spend some time. D12 and I are getting back on track, we still have some problems that need working out but we seem to be talking a lot more about what happened In the past, which is really helping. I also managed to make a new friend.

You did, that's excellent. I know letting new people in your life is pretty hard for you, so how is it all going?

Yeah, I know I have really bad trust issues but I feel more comfortable with this person. She is also well known, so we both really understand certain things and have a lot of things is common.

So she is a woman?

Yeah but only a friend though.

Would you like more to happen?

Honestly I don't know, she is incredibly good looking and very caring and polite, it's just I still can't seem to let that side of me even think about going further with her, besides there is no way she feels the same when she can have any man she wants.

You seem to be putting a lot of doubt in yourself.

It's not that it's just I have been with women in the industry, they usually turn outt sick of me and moving onto the newest thing, or they turn out to be crazier than I am. Besides this girl seems to be someone that moves on quickly.

So you are jut going to be friends?

Yeah probably, you never know we might have a little fling but nothing serious, no way will I ever let myself trust her or fall for her, I know that will just end in heartbreak.

You never know she might surprise you, can't judge her on your bad past experiences.

Hight doubt she will

Well why don't you just see how it Goes and I will ask you later on.

Marshall P.O.V

Since Ashely and I have both recorded our verses for love the way you lie, I have been having a little break since I have to wait for the producer to finish with it, from the way or sounded before I handed it over to him, it sounded amazing and Ashely killed the chorus, I can just tell now it's going to turn out to be a very successful single, which might end up being a good thing knowing I will get to spend some more time with Ashley .

Honestly as much as I try to sit down and work out my feelings for her I just can't seem to figure it out, yes I have some attraction to her but I think it's more physical attraction rather anything else, or maybe there is something more but I just can't seem to allow myself to fall for her that way, since I know I will never be good enough for her, she is Ashley Ann for goodness sake, her manager already hates me and thinks her working with me is going to wreck her career so imagine how everybody will act if we start hanging out more.

Right now I am in my way to fifty's party, earlier this evening he actually called to warn me not to come, apparently there were some guys that really enjoyed partying and groupies and Fifty thought it would not be the right crowd to hang out with, even he is leaving early from his own party to go spend time with his girlfriend.