Fight the Feelings

Afterparty

" Eminem, you're on in 2 minutes" some guys called out as I made my way to the stage getting ready to close the ceremony.

Ashley stayed in my dressing room until she heard my team was coming back, I have no idea how she does it but once again she noticed I was nervous and knew just how to calm me down without smothering me and now thanks to her

I have finally gotten in the mood and allowed Eminem to take over my body and I'm ready to smash it out there.

I was leaning against the brick wall waiting to be called to stage making sure I knew what to do when I get out there. I noticed Paul was stuck talking to Christine as she nagged him about something, I guess she gave up after a while because she stormed of down the hall giving me a dirty as she passed by.

I have no idea how Ashley puts up with her or why she puts up with her, if it was me I would have fired her ages ago.

It was only a few minutes later when I heard someone whispering in the room beside me, i recognized Christine's voice straight away making me curious as to who she was bickering with. Thinking it was Ashley she was talking to I got a little closer towards the room hoping to hear more. I know it's a little bit nosy but since Ashley is a friend i wanted to make sure she wasn't get bullied into anything she didn't want to do.

" no she actually is starting to like the dude. They are hanging out after these awards" I heard Christine whispering to someone on the phone quietly in the corner thinking no one could hear her.

" yeah I just spoke to Ashley and apparently he asked if she wants to hang out in his hotel instead of going to the after party" she continued talking on the phone to someone. It came a lot clearer after hearing Ashleys name knowing very well the other person she was referring to was that Jordan guy, since she wouldn't be boasting about me and Ashley hanging out.

It explains why Ashley said she couldn't hang out after the awards when I asked her if she wanted to do something more causal and private.

Fifty was having a party in his hotel room but since I wanted to spend it with Ashley I wasn't going to go but hearing that she is actually spending time with that Jordan guys kind of hurts me knowing she lied when she said she was going to head to the after party because Christine wanted her to because she would rather hang out with some younger guy than me.

" I least she is getting away from hanging out with those drugged up rappers" Christine said into the phone, I honestly just wanted to go and yell at her. I already knew she was referring to me and fifty since we are the ones she is closest too.

Knowing I couldn't stand and listen to any more of this shit, I storm back towards the stage, of course I just had to spot Ashley standing in the corner laughing with that dickhead Jordan, just by the way she is standing I can see she is flirting with him and is enjoying being his center of attention and being seen with a younger guy.

" Marshall you're on" Paul commented softly before gesturing me to get ready To go.

Shoving all this drama and all the shit I just heard Christine talking about, I take the mic and get ready to prove that Eminem is still down with it and can still kill it.

And of course I did, so as always I spent most of the time after the ceremony getting praised and hit on by hot groupies.

Ashley tried to speak to me, but after hearing what Christine said and how Ashley is planning on meeting up with Jordan tonight I didn't really like playing nice any more, so if she is going to lie and play games with me I'm going to do the same.

So instead of acting nice I lightly brushed her of and continued making my way back to the hotel, where I decided to attend fifty's party.

" congrats man on the performance, you smashed it " fifty cheered as I entered the party in his penthouse. As always it's packed with new comers and of course young single women dying to get some attention and luckily tonight I'm in the mood to get Ashley out of my head.