Fight the Feelings

Fifty's Party- Part 2

Marshall p.o.v
Just as I thought, being sexual with Claudia was taking my mind of everything happening down stairs and especially Ashley. As much as I sleep with groupies, there is nothing more than sex involved, no feelings what so ever.

" Go away" I yelled after I heard a soft knock at the door, who ever it was couldn't come at a worst time, since we are just starting to really get into it.
We continued kissing thinking the person has gone away, probably just wondering if the room was taken, but this was my room at fifty's house I am the only one that was a key to it.
But just as I was about to take my pants off hoping to get her deep throating me, again there was a soft knock at the door, realizing the person wasn't going away I quickly get off the bed to go answer the door.

"What the fuck do........" I yelled angrily as I was opening the door not really giving a crap who was on the other side of the door, all I wanted was to get back to getting pleasured, but as I completely opened the door I saw who was standing on the other side.

" Ashley, what are you doing up here?" I asked stunned seeing that is was Ashley knocking on the door, the reason I came up here was to stop my mind from thinking about her and now she is here looking very nervous.

" I could ask you the same thing" she muttered back to me, making me even more confused as to why she was here interrupting my fun.

" Excuse me" I said, beginning to really wonder why she was up here, how did she even know where to find me, this is my private room at Fifty's house, but more importantly what does she want.

I thought she was going to reply straight away, but she just stared at me for a few seconds. I could see she was nervous and anxious to be around me, you could see it in her eyes and the way she was standing. I hadn't even realised that I got caught up staring straight back at her and trying to figure out what she was thinking.

" After nearly two years of being sober, your just going to throw it all away for one night with a younger woman" she commented, making me come back to earth. It took me a few seconds to actually take in what she said to me and when I did, I became even more confused but also angry for bring my addiction up. I hate it when people bring my addiction up to me especially women, I guess to me its like a weakness and I hate people using it against me in anyway.

"Ashley I'm having sex not taking drugs" I argued, clutching the door frame trying to hide my anger and to stay calm, she has no right to mention anything about my addiction especially since she has no idea what she is talking about.

" besides its none of your business what I am doing, you need to butt out" I added, my voice getting louder and angrier as I continued having a go at her, we are not even that close and here she is trying to butt into my life. Since being a parent that shares custody, the weeks the girls are with Kim is the only time to actually have to myself.

" does she know that, because before you came up here I saw her buying a bag of drugs. So are you sure your only having sex" she said trying to sound as confident and strong as possible, but listening to her all I could hear and see was fear and nerves.

" Marshall, is everything ok" Claudia whispered while wrapping her arms around me, not caring that she was standing beside me naked. Before I replied to her, I saw Ashley look away from us, getting even more uncomfortable in front of me. If the scene before was Awkward, this had to be 20x worse.

" yeah it is, Ashley was just leaving" I whispered into her ear, wanting her to go back to bed and wait for me, for some reason I didn't want anyone to see her, I guess I was a bit embarrassed. I think Claudia thought something was going on between Ashley and I because suddenly she grabbed my face and smashed her lips to mine and started kissing me passionately. I was defiantly taken back by her moves, but I was also angry that she did kiss me in front of Ashley, and by the look in Ashley's eyes, she was feeling even more uncomfortable and nervous to be up here but I also saw some jealousy appear on her face, don't ask me how I knew for some reason I could just tell.