Fight the Feelings

Quickie

Let's just say that we have finally gotten into a really good routine with this whole hooking up thing, these days we are able to just know when it's the best time or when it's getting to risky, even if there are days where one of us are too tired to actually have sex and stay up all night doesnt mean we still dont keep them company. I have come to the conclusion that this is what Half of the arrangement is all about, I know the sex is a big part but I believe the whole aspect of keeping each other Company and actually having someone to talk to is one of the reasons we get along so well and keep running back to each other for more. Being in the spot light gets hard and lonely very fast, so to know you have someone else that is as big as you just takes of that little bit of Pressure and loneliness even if it is for one night or so.

" So after going through possible dates we have organised for you guys to do a surpsie performance of Love the way you lie at the Electronic Expo, since Eminem is Headlining it" Paul said from the opposite side of the conferance Table. Since Both my manager Chrisitne and Marshall's manager Paul are in Detroit they decided to schedule a meeting with Marshall and I and some other other important guys to Organise upcoming Dates for the Production and promotion of the single,Love the way you lie. Which Marshall and I both didnt mind since we are hanging out later on today anyway.

" I just suggested having Marshall do a surprise appearance at one of your Concerts but Chrisitne said that it will be better if you do it at Electronic Expo, it will work out better for you." Paul continued giving me a quick glance to show he is referring to me. As soon as he says Christine I start to become suspicous because I know Christine only looks out for the best publicity and doesnt give a shit about me.

" so The Elecronic Expo is on the 14th of June" I confirmed before sliding my apoitment book over to me and having a quickl glance at it. Straight away I see that once again she is only looking out for herself and nothing to do with me.

" Everything Alright?" Marshall asked probably noticing the concern that had come over my face. Honestly I dont get wh Christine does this, she must think I'm like a robot or something.

" Yeah its just I'm in Europe the week before and I'm not supposed to be back until the 16th" I mumbled while studying my appoitment book, hoping Christine will hurry up and explain how she is planning on doing this and making me back in time for this Expo.

" Dont worry Ashley I have worked it out , If we move those two london Interviews across, than we can head straight over to Ireland for your performance, than hop back over to london straight away so you can do your last two interviews. Than right after your last performance we will hop onto the plane and head to the Exp. You can rehearse before we go to Europe, because we will arrive like an 1hour before you go on stage, giving us enough time to get you ready" Christine eplained, making me feel exhausted just listening to her. She has managed to squeeze basically one week into 3 days.

" is this even possible?" I asked soundoing very shocked and astonished that it is even possible to do this much work and performances in such a short time.

" yeah of course, you will just miss out on some sleep thats all" She laughed back, not actually realizing that I am not keen on this plan, but by the looks of it Chrisitne has done a lot of reaserach and planning into this.

" Hey if its not convienent it doesnt matter we can always reschedule. I dont want you to try to fit it all in" Marshall said softly from across the table, to everyone it probably just sounded like a friendly gesture but as I looked at him I can tell he is actually very concerned about me because he knows what Chrisitne is like.

" She'll be fine wont you? and hey if she gets a little tired she can always take something to keep her awake" Chrisitne said before I even got the chance to reply to Marshall considerate gesture, I couldnt belive Christine would say something like that esically towards him, its like she knew he was clean and how much he hates drugs. He didnt reply to her nasty comments he just glanced at me and tried to reassure him not to listen to her and that I would never consider taking drugs without anyone around us noticing that our relationship goes beyond work.