Fight the Feelings

Giving In

Marshall P.O.V

 Holy shit was I exhausted, Its about 2am when I arrive home from dropping Ashley Home after being able to leave that restaurant without being seen by Paparazzi, we were meant to leave earlier than 1am but after both of us falling asleep for a  couple of hours the earliest we got out of there was 1. Even though I am still very tired I am actually in a happy mood, I guess having spent a very enjoyable time with Ashley I am still on my high.

Honestly I have no idea where we are heading or what is happening next between us maybe nothing will happen between us but all I know is I like where we are heading, I like how we are so comfortable with each other and don't really care what people think about us, its like when we are alone we loose both of our Alto Egos, its like Ashley Ann and Eminem become faint people that don't actually exist and we are just two normal people, two normal single parents enjoying each others company.

I fell asleep quite quickly and had a wonderful sleep until 7 am slowly waking to the sunshine that shone through the cracks of the blinds, not wanting to get up because I am still quite exhausted from this morning, so instead I just laid in bed and thought about my night before, I guess I tried to think of a simple explanation of the feelings that I felt last night when I was holding Ashley, there is no way I could be falling for her, but the feeling I felt when I was holding Ashley was crazy,something I haven't felt in a while. Even though at the start I was dying to be with her physically and my lust had taken over me, by the end of the night I didn't really care if I didn't have sex with her and hook up with her, just lying with her was better than everything, feeling her warm body against mine and feeling her heart beat change with sudden movements or my on going compliments was all I wanted  and to be honest feeling this way scared me a lot. 

Coming back to earth when my phone started vibrating just made me realise how long I have been lying here once again thinking about Ashley, since my phone only vibrated once I didn't even bother looking at the I.D before placing it against my ear, since I already know its a voice message and it wasn't an actual call, but as soon as I heard her voice once again my heart began beating as fast as possible.

Hey Marshall,

Hopefully this doesn't wake you, I could see how exhausted you were but I accidently left my jacket in your car which had my license and mobile in it. Could you just ring me on my home number which is (313) 224-1715 and let me know if you have it or not. You can take your time, I just need to know its in safe hands.

Anyway thanks again for last night and enjoy your sleep.

Hanging up I quickly walk down and go straight to see if her jackets in the car, hoping it was so no creep has it. She is right sitting on the front seat was her jacket that had her license and mobile in it, i didn't want to be noisy or invade her privacy but I couldn't help sneak a little look at her license photo hoping just like everyone else's license she looked shit or ugly, but of course instead she looks just the same but without smiling. I am quite happy when I realise that I actually have her jacket, this means I have an excuse to go see her again. Holy shit, get a grip Marshall you cant be this into Ashley already.

Ashley P.O.V

Waking up after spending majority of the morning catching up on my sleep felt amazing and refreshing, since the boys are with their Dad I have been trying to get a lot of things done around the house, you know normal routines like taking the trash out, cleaning up after the boys and dusting certain furniture.  I rang Marshall this morning to make sure my jacket was in his car since my license is in their and without my license I can't go out anywhere.

These are the mornings I love, the ones where the TV or Radio aren't on so I cant hear any bad press about me, its like I block out being Ashley Ann and just be a normal mother. Unlike most days, today I am in a better mood, Maybe it is because I feel good and refresh or maybe its the fact I cant get Marshall and our Date out of my head.