Fight the Feelings

Concert time

" coming" I yelled after hearing someone knocking on the door at least three times. I swear some people need to have like a time they don't interrupt people who have attended an award ceremony the night before.

Making sure my dressing gown is covering myself before I open the door.

" Marshall" I said softly after opening the door and seeing Marshall standing there grinning at me. I was surprised to see him since last night we didn't end on the best of terms.

" don't worry not here to fight, just bought you some hangover food" he said while holding a bag full of my favorite scones.

" trying to make me fat" I smirked gesturing for him to come in

" that would be impossible" he softly commented while I closed the front door behind him.

My emotions have changed since last night, I guess having my own fun last night allowed me to relieve a lot of the stress that has been gathering up.

" I'm not it interrupting anything am I" he asked while glancing around the penthouse, I knew he was seeing if I had company.

" he left early this morning Marshall" she said knowing very well he was seeing if Jordan was still here. I don't honestly know if it's from jealousy or he is just nosey like that.

" so did you have fun?" He randomly asked surprisingly me a little, I was expecting him to come out with a question like that.

" I did" I replied smiling slightly as I began walking over to the kitchen an putting the scones on the plate as i remembered the events from last night. Now he defiantly wasn't like Marshall, maybe it was because he was so young that he just didn't know how to treat a woman and to satisfy her. It was like as soon as he's done than there wasn't much effort to finish me of, or it was like a hassle for him. But no way was I going to tell Marshall that, I needed to know he isn't the only one.

" so...... I wanted to know ......... If we're cool about last night" he asked, stuttering trying to find the right words. I can tell he is nervous and well didn't want to bring some drama up if there is no reason to jut like I didn't want any problems to start.

" yeah we're cool" I just answered before offering him a scone and walking towards the lounge. Even though I answered I knew Marshall could tell something was bothering me, which in a fair case was true.

" You know ..... I didn't mean to make you feel like you were a toy that I used, because I swear your not " he continued while following me to the lounge. I know what he means and I guess that's what was still bothering me when I left last night, but after having sex with Jordan and seeing how one side the sex was I realized If I was just a toy that's how Marshall would treat me, but instead he is sympathetic and actually likes hanging out and talking more than actually doing it and than leaving straight away.

" I know Marshall, trust me I guess I was just surprised that's all" I replied giving him a sympathetic smile.

" I just thought since you were texting me all night, you were keen. That's all" I continued, remembering the sick feeling I felt when I saw Marshall walk out of the room with that model following. Not only was she beautiful but she was young and I guess this age thing is something I'm struggling to come to terms with, but I know I can't be young forever.

" trust me I did!!.... I just..... I don't know" he stumbled once again on little words while trying to answer my questions and explain how he felt with out sounding to soft.

" don't worry Marshall. We agreed this is casual is we can sleep with whoever we want...... But let's just make a deal that we don't sleep with each other after being with someone else before hand" I said cutting him off. It was a little drama that didn't need to be carried on any longer.