Fight the Feelings

Nights of romances- Pt 2

Once again time flew by and before we know it dinner time the next day was arriving. Since we've been tucked away in his bedroom the whole day we promised each other that we might go hang out in the lounge area for a while and actually leave his bedroom.

" so we can get takeaway or there's leftovers, um noddles, there's heaps of things.... So what can I get you?" Marshall asked showing me all this food that we can have for dinner since were both to lazy to actually make something.

" I'm just cool with toast" I replied Knowing my belly is full of junk food and chocolate that we've been snacking on since the other night.

" you sure?" He asked turning round and once again looking concerned that I'm not eating enough but it's just because I'm full from before.

" yeah, I'm fine with toast" I smiled giving him a quick kiss and showing him I'm cool with my dinner choice as he began heating some left overs. Guys actually forget that they can eat so much more than us women, like Marshall's been eating all day but here he can actually eat an actual meal and not put on any weight.

Just as we got comfortable watching a movie, Marshall's phone rang indicating Whitney wanted to talk to him. Straight away he got up and answered it knowing Whitney likes to say goodnight to him every night. It's sweet seeing how close she is with her dad, I remember I used to be that close with mine, I guess I still am it's just he lives so far away.

Taking Marshall's absent as an opportunity to look at a few photos hanging on the wall. For some reason I'm always intrigued to look at Marshall's photos and seeing how he's family has developed over the years. Even as the photos are placed just reminds me of my family home, how there seems to be a whole wall dedicated to showcasing our children and their lives. As I look at them all I see are similar ones I have hanging at home, like the Santa photos and of cause the sporting photos. Each one reminds me how happy I am that I made decision to let my sons grow up like normal kids and not in the spot light.

" Whitney just wanted to ask if I've eaten her chocolate came she left me" Marshall said while coming back into the room and making me come out of my thoughts.

" yum I love chocolate cake" I said while I'm still happily looking at his photos on the wall.

" yeah trust me you wouldn't like this one, she forgot to put milk in and pretty sure she used salt rather than sugar" he joked making us laugh at Whitney's poor cooking skills, even though Marshall isn't that much better.

" she's so adorable" I commented knowing Whitney is probably one of the cutest little kids you could possibly meet. She reminds me of me when I was younger, little blonde thing that loves spending more time at home playing playstation and dolls. I wouldn't classify myself as a tom boy because I honestly loved doing everything, from playing sports to playing with dolls.

I listened as Marshall agreed with me and began gushing on about her. But it's like while I'm listening to him, I walk past a photo of Kim a Marshall back when they were teenagers which gets me thinking about what Royce told me the other day.
I guess Marshall noticed my curiosity in this one photo and saw that I've gotten caught up looking at his ex wife.

" I can take it down if It makes you uncomfortable" he commented from behind, scaring me a little since I didn't even hear him walking up to me. Straight I see that he's noticed and he now thinks I don't like it up since they do have history.

" what!!!.... Nooooo. I'm fine with it, I know you guys have history and I'm cool with it" I said turning round and making sure he knows I'm not worried or jealous. He has the same kind of history I have with my ex husband, there's way to much to just pack up and get rid of.