Fight the Feelings

Awards

Ashley P.O.V

" you have to go unless you want to get caught by my manager" I smiled, while trying to playfully get Marshall out of my Hotel room before my manager comes up to get me ready for tonights awards show.

" Hey I'm sorry, its not my fault anyway, your the one who wanted to go for seconds in the shower" he smirked back, while i tried to push him towards the door but it wasnt really working out since He had me exactly where he wanted me.

" excuse me, so you didnt enjoy it. Because I wont do it again if you didnt" I replied pretending to act like I was cut and upset by his comment. Turning around quickly he pulled me into him and wrapped his arms around.

" Now I didnt say that, I actually enjoyed very much. Just next time we have to time it better" He smirked as we smiled at each other, feeling the contemptness coming over again as we got swept into each other again.

"Okay Im going" He smiled giving me one more kiss before rushing towards the door, before my manager caught him sneaking out.

" So ill see you tonight at the awards ceremony?" he asked before opening the door. Tonight is the BET Awards where Eminem is up for a few and im also up for a few, plus we are both performing seperately so its going to be a hectic night.

" Sure will, Now Go" i replied before pushing him out. We both know it was risky him coming over last night since a lot of the performers are staying in this hotel, but Since we both were alone and bored we decided to risk it. Besides I needed to tell him about the wonderful news my manager handed me the other day.

Let me tell you he wasnt to happy hearing about my new Apparent boyfriend My manager has set me up with, now he didnt come straight out and say he wasnt thrilled but I can read marshall like a book these days and i can tell he was pretty pissed of to hear my new Boyfriend was a famous underwear model that had turned Actor, he also wasnt to thrilled that he will also be appearing at the bet Awards tonight, I can already tell this is going to be an eventful night.

You know the worst thing about today is I have to spend all day with my nagging manager while getting ready, I thought maybe I could enjoy some quiet time while getting my hair and makeup done but no I have been listening to her constantly in my ear, complaining about everything I say and making sure exactly how Im meant to act tonight, espicailly with my beau Jordan Hughes. Luckily I have met him a couple of times and we have gotten on fairly well, He isnt to thrilled on the idea either because he actaully generally likes someone else, but just like my manger his insists we act pretty dam friendly together.

Luckily Marshall has been distracting me from her demanding personallty, Its probaly three hours until I have to go to this awards ceremony and right now all i need to hear is someone elses voice other than Christines.

Me: Hey

Marshall: Hey, Hows your Day going. Still got Christine in your Ear

Me: Sure have. I think she has made me change three times already

Marshall: Did you like any of the dresses?

Me: Yeah I like the one Im wearing now, its very Simple and not glittery like the others

Marshall: she doesnt like it?

Me: Nah, she insists I wear something that doesnt make me look fat

Marshall: Are you fuckin serious nothing can make you look fat, you got an amazing body. I swear that woman is blind

Me: awww arent you a sweetie. But i guess shes right, it does make me look a little wide around the hips

Marshall: says the girl that thinks she looks fat in a size 6 lingerie. Come on Ash, trust me I have seen every inch of your body numerous times. You have been doing so well lately, dont let her get you down.