DJ pov
Anxiety
The thing that is taking over my body as I sit on my bed of the hotel. I read the tweets and i read the instagram comments. Hate. Hate. Hate. Its everywhere. Tears fall down my cheeks as i get up going to my bag grabbing my pocket knife.. i walk over to my bed sitting down and i make at least 40+ cuts on each thigh and 20+ on each arm. At least 20 on my stomach..blood covers the hotel sheets and the cuts start to sting. I got a text from Lauren asking if i wanted to go swimming. I replied saying i wasnt feeling well and i tweeted out "Im doing what you want so maybe you wont hate me as much" I go to the bathroom and wash off the blood. Pulling on a hoodie and sweatpants i lay down curling up. My mind wanders...and my hands shake slight..my breathing it goes uneven..
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Jumping at the sound of banging on my door i get up, i must have fallen asleep. I go and open the door, my eyes are red and puffy and there stands Lauren. Fuck.
"Dinah what the fuck is this?" She whisper yells showing me the tweet stepping in my room shutting the door.
"Nothing dont bother.." i say. My voice cracking.
"Bull.shit. Show me your wrists if its nothing...show me your stomach show me your thighs...if its nothing then show me." She says with hurt in her voice..
"I-I cant do that...please dont tell any of the girls...." I beg, tears falling and my hands start shaking again and i play with my ring.
"Damnit Dinah...Let me see please..." she says quietly
I lift my shirt to show my stomach and she sighs shakily. I lift my sleeves and shes crying at this point..i go to the bathroom and change into shorts and walk out..my hands wont stop shaking and my breathing is short and uneven..she goes and hugs me and pulls back..
"Im staying here.." she says..her voice shaky.
She grabs my hand and brings me to the spare bed and lays down laying me next to her. By now im a sobbing mess and panicking. She holds me close and tries calming me...i soon fall asleep and so does she.
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