September 3, 2015
I shouldn't be thinking about making someone jealous
When I'm holding his hand
I shouldn't be thinking about how I wished
My first love would be the one next to me
I shouldn't.
But I am.
And that makes me feel guilty
'Cause he's actually decent
And genuinely seems to care about me.
I think I'm only doing this
Because I feel lonely
There was never someone that actually showed interest in me
That I saw as more than a friend
And that is the real question
How do I see him exactly?
Because
I like the sound of my name coming from his lips
I like to hold his hands
I like to be next to him
I love when he kisses my hands
And it's not uncommon for me to feel butterflies in my stomach
When I'm around him
So is he really my rebound or something more?
I don't know
But all I can see now in our future is his broken heart
And I don't want that
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Four Years [Poetry]
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