Four Years [Poetry]

4. Clumsy

October 25, 2012

Another stumble
I was never like this
The reason is a simple one
I feel your gaze and I lose myself

Remember when you gave me the magazine?
I was paralyzed, stupefied
You were right in front of me, playing around
And I couldn't even answer
You probably thought I was an idiot

I tried to act normally later
And I made it (sort of)
The secret was to not overthink
But I won't make it again
Just seeing you
There are butterflies in my stomach

Now I get all those stories
Love really changes people
And I'm sure now I'm one of them

Now there are two "me"
The before and the after you
Without question I prefer the current
Even she is all clumsy
'Cause this is me
When I'm with you

Before a shy, now "I don't care"
Actually, I do
But only with you