Four Years [Poetry]

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October 27, 2015

Reading my old journals

And I see how I still don't know how to deal with Vincent

I know it's very different from now

But even so

I can't pretend he never existed

For more than a year

My routine was to write about him

There were so many memories

Good and bad ones

But the thing is that, now, they don't haunt me

Not anymore

I know I always will have trouble reading that message

'Cause it was my first broken-heartedness

But now after being with Peter for almost two months,

I know I overreacted

Here are the real feelings

And if we broke up

The damage will be infinitely bigger

And nothing compared to the past