Four Years [Poetry]

9. Invisible to You

August 24, 2013

A special day was supposed to be
One year
But I guess it was only for me

I arrived early cause I had this feeling
And I was right
You were there
Seeming part of a dream

You with a light blue T-shirt
Didn't let me look to other way
I was mesmerized
But you didn't feel the same way

I couldn't help light up myself and smile
Only to get a cold reception
You didn't even look in my direction
Like the distance was thousand miles

Invisible to you
I was once again
Seeming part of a bad dream

I followed you even so
My mind lost with you in my sight
Seeming part of a spell

I stared your back
And I realized is what I do the most
Watch while you walk from me
Isn't something wrong with this scene?

You entered your classroom 
Clueless about what you did to me
The magic lasted a few more
But then it hit me too
All you ever felt was nothing

You know how much it hurts
That you have so much effect on me
And you don't feel anything in return?
Do you?

Just one more face in the crowd
Is all what I'm gonna mean to you?

I walked out of school that day
Breaking a "rule":
Didn't look for you
Different thoughts and actions
Seeming part of a new me