Samantha pov Here i am(pause this had me thinking about a song)on a floor cool and hurt broken....my is in pain.....every where......it makes you wonder what wrong with me did i do something wron ion know anymore...tbh.....im tried of the bs i already almost died once....and what if im pregnant how im i gonna tell my mom how im i gonna tell mateo and outta all people tell dayshawn.....i dont want my child to grow up around a rapists.....for god sake my child get raped....hell fucking no....this nigga beats on me practically bullies me......
Well its just fuck what samantha says just die already nobody really wants me here.....
Manage to get up and take a shower...letting all the hot water pour over me and when im finish take a pregnancy test
I get out the shower and put on this👇
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I go back to the bathroom and take out a pregnancy text box....open it sit on the toilet and wait....
~wait a few mins~
I walk out the bathroom door carefully making sure that what im seeing is correct
Nooooo omfg im pregnant......omfg im pregnant nooooo....see i swear he did this on purpose he came in me 4 times like wft......i wanted my baby to be mateos......
Imma go to the doctor in 2weeks....☺
Im type happy but then im not imma crush mateos heart.....damn......i pick up a vase and throw it at the wall and kneel down to the ground and cry....life sucks sometimes....i could get an abortion but ion believe doing that its a unborn human being kill having no control whether it wants to die or not......fuck....
