Don't Look❤(Mateo Love Story)☁

Cycle🔄

Samantha Pov
I woke up in the same spot I remember.My eyes underneath still had dried up tear stains.I needed to relax im pregnant the fuck im I doing.I don't  wanna lose another baby.I needed to just chill and do what best for me and my unborn child.

Its gonna be a long 9 months I can see it now.

I looked around

Everything was back where it was.

It was as if I never really did any damage.

Im kinda tried of the all the bullshit.

This trip was supposed to be for me to relax and gwt away with all the stress that I have been going through.

Well this trip isn't working.

Theres a party coming up inna a few more days.

My cousin 18th birthday.Ik already know she about to get lit.But I cant be doing no wild things or drinking because I am pregant.

I haven't even told my Mother.

Speaking of mother I wonder how she is doing

She never called me or texted me after what she did to jade.I needed my mother at this point and I couldn't contact her.......Sadly

I wonder where my sister is.

I kinda did take it alittle to hard over one stupid fucking kiss.

Me and mateo was just being a bitch

Being new to me and all I couldn't just handle that.

But I will always accept my sister for who she is.

I love her no matter what.

Thats my twin thats my everything

Well there mateo as

Idk what to do with him....he's a mess.

I cant handle everything around me.Im trying to hold everything down while he keeps fucking up.Hey I get it nobody ain't perfect.I made mistakes as well.But in the end we forgive each other

Well rn I cant

Should I

My questions is will he do it again.

Idk so many thought and questions I realized I was still laying on the floor.

I got up amd walked out into the living room where I saw mateo.

I did even let him know that I was there.

I sat on a chair behind the couch.

He finally got up and looked at me.

He was walking closer to me.

Until we was face to face

He was between my legs(pause)

And he had his arms wrapped around my waist with his head on my chest

I finally managed to wrap my arms around his neck.

We was just there hugging each other.

Until he spoke

Mateo:Im sorry samantha

Oh god her we go again

But I love him I cant help it

I lifted his head up

Samantha:Its ok

Imma fucking dumb bitch ik but I can't help......hate me all you want.....

Allanzia kisses*🌍