This is me

M.O.D.E.L

The "Model Student"

I'm a Model Student. Well somehow. Well actually I don't know. I kind of wanted the title and yet I think I don't deserve it. Like why would a person like me be the role model to other people? Like woah. Ok a little burden. Just a little. A little wherein many people would be watching you. Parents who are expecting something like B-I-G. BIG. So yeah, it's a little burden. Let's not make things huge...

R-O-L-E M-O-D-E-L stands for!!! Well it's only for me. Don't judge!

R- Rarely living. Wews!
O- Oh really?
L- Let there be peace in my layf!
E- Easy peasy!

M- Mommy help!
O- OMG I kennat!
D- Die now, eat later?!
E- Emeged pressure is there!!!
L- Long live mah layf!!!!!!

R- Rarely living

√ Sometimes I'm wondering if I'm still alive. Or just saying that I'm not living oftenly. Hahaha! Funny. Sometimes I'm alive, sometimes I'm dead. Iba kasi yung feeling na matawag na ROLE MODEL. Like, yaaay? Masaya, yes. Memorable, yes. Kaso minsan parang ang Rarely living ko na at the end of the day. Haha!

O- Oh really?

√ Really?! Wews. I couldn't feel it. Wala. Wala akong ma-feel na bigat after knowing that I'm The model student. Wala. Wala talaga. Hahaha note the sarcasm in there. It's like, Oh really?! How? Wews.

L- Let there be peace in my layf!

√ Sometimes I wonder if I can still be friends with peace. Or if peace hates me. Or even hates me from being its friend. Don't hate me please. I'm lonely... Haha! So dramatic!!

E- Easy peasy!

√ Supeeer!!!! Like soo easy peasy! Like I wanna be a role model talaga. Hahaha!

M- Mommy help!

√ Mommy, your baby gurl needs some help. Hihi!

Mommieees out there are our first teachers, right? When I was younger, literally, my mom always makes some reviewers and answer sheets for me then if there's some items that I am confused at, she'll just teach me. And ha! Don't me my mother kasi printed lahat ng yan! Rich in ink is my ma! Hahaha!

O- OMG I kennat!

√ O M G I can do it! Fighting!!! I kennat make the same mistakes twice!! I kennat fail them agen! I just kennat!

D- Die now, eat later?!

√ Gosh! I prefer it more if it says "Eat now, die later" because at least I get to eat before I die.

Cause of death: Eating.

At the very least, when I go up there in Heaven with Papa G I'm full. Haha joke.

But on a serious note, sometimes you won't get to eat at the right amount of food or even not eating totally because of studying and doing projects and stuffs because you're aiming to give your 100% best.

E- Emeged pressure is there!!!

√ Pressure? Tsss.. Not the word for me. No. Not really. Like one moment you'll hear your mother saying

"Anak, when you moved up from Junior high (grade 10) I want your name to be called on stage as one of the top 10 in class."

He.he. I badly have to. Well I also wanted my name to be called, but woo, I can do dis!

L- Long live mah layf!!!!!!

√ Yes guys, nabuhay ako. Hahaha!
Pero hindi pa tapos ang laban ko.
The end, is just the beginning for me.

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It's so hard to be a role model, yah know mah peeps? Well that's only based on my experience that's why I said that. When you're chosen to be a role model you'll feel something like...

"OMG I'm honoured!"

"Give me the burden!"

"Yay?"

"Come on! Let's be a role model! Yipiee?"

You know, being a role model is yes a hard task for your part, but hey! Once you learn to embrace it and do what you can or do everything to gain their trust because you're chosen? People will follow you. Not follow like a stalker or even a rapist or thugs or whatnot. Follow follow!! But make sure to embrace it in a good way. We don't want to teach these kids some bad influence stuffs because wooo! We're doomed baby!

So my story began when I saw my cards. Yes, literally my cards. Cards with my grades ok? Weeell ok fine, I'm smart but not fully in academics even though I'm the highest in a certain subejct, or a card with a line of 8 and 9. Studying is what makes it happen. My beautiful brain actually works with logical situations. Explaining the meaning of the poem or quotes or even Bible quotes. Real life situations and possibilities. Talk above love? Tsss. Giving advices to other people in which I didn't knew since then that I too need to apply those. But that all happened when I'm studying in my old school. And now, since I'm studying in a different school years from now, the burden is slightly weighing lightly because hello!!! There are students which I also claim to be smarter than me. So I'm happy with that. Haha! But again, talk about love? I'm a teenager in love.

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Nekers!!! In love ba tuluguh? Well, unsurely inlove with a guy who's also a "Model student"

Nekers alert!!! Unsurely nge be telege??

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Minsan kung iisipin naman, ang sarap maging modelong estudyante. Yung tipong papalakpakan ka ng mga fans tapos pag uusapan ka ng mga haters mo. Yung biglang dadami mga "friends" mo or madaming gustong tumabi sayo para kumopya o magpaturo. Taray diba, sumikat a little bit haha!

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But once again, being a model student might be a little burden or whatever you might be feeling about it, but hey!! It'll be part of your precious memories right? That for once in your life you've been able to be a model in a good way to other peeps. Yaaay!!! Lemme toast to dat!

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