This is me

Me?

Uhuh..

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"What do you like about me?" 

"Or what personalities do you like about me?"

"Makulit. Bangag. Cute kasama. Strong mo kahit anong mangyari"

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"Isa lang major component na gusto ko sayo. It's the fact that you're honest when you're describing someone. HONEST. Yun lang naman. Oo, minsan alam ko na kunware masaya ka pero deep inside hindi, ginagawa naman din ng iba yun pero tuwing magsasabi ka ng mali ko or something (madalas katangahan eh haha) at least totoo... Cute ka din HAHA"

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"Hmm... Wrong question. 

The right question should be "What are the things YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT ME" ... In which case, nothing.

Pero sige. Ang ganda mo. Ang liit mo. Ang bait mo. Napaka baliw mo. Sarap mo kasama. Ang drama mo. Masyado ka mahugot. Sarap mo pagtripan. Ang cute mo lalo na pag nagagalit ka. Alayk yor smayl. HAHAHAHA"

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"I'll be careful sa mga sasabihin ko HAHA. I just always want you to be happy.

Cute. Maganda. Understanding. Mabait. Maalalahanin. Malambing. Kabaliwan mo. And I learn something new about you everyday"

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"Maganda. Mabait. Magalang. Di nang iiwan. Isa sa nagpapasaya sakin. Ang dami. Hindi kaya sa sabi lang kasi di talaga ma-explain kung ano sila 😔. Tas ayun, basta SOBRANG HALAGA MO SAKIN"

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One time a very close friend of mine said

"Di ko pa nakikita bad side mo"

"Do you want to see it?"

"I wanted to kaso wag na. Katakot eh HAHA"

People knew my good side or at least they have seen it and experienced it.

But those people haven't seen my bad side. They know that I'm strict at times. Scary when I have to be. Namamahiya if yun yung only way para mapasunod sila. Minor pa nga lang yan eh.

And I myself don't know what really is my bad side. Like how bad could it be. And what's the reason behind it.

But these past few days, someone almost pushed my limit to extent that I wanted that person to die right then and there. Ok too harsh. But true.

Since it's the month of October and for us Catholics we tend to celebrate the Holy rosary in which we pray depending on the day the mysteries in the rosary happened. Ok so to cut it short, since there are 10 beads per mystery, half of it is that I'm thinking on killing that person in my head, like killing talaga. Then the last 5 beads is that I'm praying to God asking him na pigilan ako in thinking about how to kill that person.

"Lord, pigilan mo po ako. Ayoko pong gawin talaga. But that person keeps on pushing me to do it. Paki pigilan po ako!! Amen!"

And Praise God! Because the Lord stopped me.

Banal nga kase ako bawal pumatay sabi ni Papa God.

*****

Pero ngayon kasi as I was observing myself, (taray may pa observe si madame HAHA) I feel like I'm not the kind of person who'll do it. To kill, I mean. Parang di makikita sakin na once I tried commiting suicide. And maybe ngayon, pumatay ng pipol HAHA

Cutey daw kase ako kaya siguro mahirap makita. Pero diba sa mga horror ganern, yung mga cute yung bad HAHA. Mag-aala transformers siguro ako pag papatay na ganern. Yun yung special skill ko HAHAHA kewwl!!

Pero I don't think na magagawa ko yun. Sayang, transformer feels pa naman yun. Charot HAHA

Pero di ko naman siguro magagawang madeads si ate gurl noh! Di naman ako ganun ka-bad para mag kill. QIQIL lang talaga aq HAHAHAHA

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Just don't push my limit. You wouldn't know what would happen if you did... Woaah!