My BFF My Love

Bahagian 19.5 (My BFF My Love The Musical IV)

Meor Muhammad Muaz Izzudin

(Muaz)

I wonder what I'm known as,
Inside your heart...
Though I already know,
It's one simple word: "Friend".

The time we spend, just the two of us,
Always has me smiling effortlessly,
But the twinging feeling within my heart,
Won't allow me to believe that lie.

Though I don't want things to continue like this,
I suppose it's better than never seeing you again.
I'm having trouble managing a smile today;
My cheeks feel a bit strange...

If I could take just one step forward,
This distance would narrow,
But it's so frustrating -
The only thing I can't see is what lies ahead...

If I were to take one step forward,
I'm sure I'd never be able to go back... so today,
I'm still keeping it a secret within my heart.

Ahh... I'm such a weakling.

Whenever I'm walking with you,
I natually end up walking behind and to the side.
I can't even see your profile well,
But that's still the most I can bear...

When you ask me, "Are you alright?"
I have no choice but to say I'm fine.
I'm sorry. I can't use my words well...
My tear glands feel a bit strange too...

I can't bring myself,
To think I'd be okay,
Keeping this distance forever -
You're the only one in my eyes!

In order to take that one step forward,
I'll have to become a stronger person first...
Or I might just break apart.

Ahh... I'm such a liar.

That sunset I saw through a space in the clouds,
Illuminated the hole in my heart with its audacious orange;
Even if there's no way out... this is my true feeling!

If I could take just one step forward,
This distance would narrow,
But it's so frustrating -
The only thing I can't see is what lies ahead...

If I were to take one step forward,
I'm sure I'd never be able to go back... so today,
I'm still keeping it a secret within my heart.

Ahh... I'm such a weakling.

Note:

Saja buat kelainan sikit....kali ni bukan lagu melayu, bukan lagu Inggeris jugak...lagu Jepun kali ni. Anime OST to be precise.

Why?

Sebab aku tak jumpa lagu Melayu yang ada mesej yang sama macam lagu ni.

Sorry sebab tak boleh nak update lagi cerita ni. Kalau korang penulis macam aku or at least pernah menulis something, rasanya korang boleh agak kenapa aku tak update lagi cerita ni.

Kalau korang none of the above, tak pe aku cerita bagi korang faham.

In order untuk seorang penulis tu menulis dengan jayanya...kena ada 3 perkara wajib.

1. Idea

2. Masa

3.Mood

Tak kira la berapa professional seorang penulis tu, 3 perkara ni kena ada. WAJIB kena ada. Tak ada salah satu, penulisan tu kelaut. Tak ada salah satu, mungkin masih boleh menulis lagi, tapi hasil penulisan itu adalah SAMPAH.

Jadi, buat masa ni, aku kurang perkara no 1 dan 3. Sebab tu aku tak update lagi.

So harap korang boleh fahamlah.....tak payah la nak rush-rush aku...

update la cepat...

update la cepat...

seriously!!...aku tak akan update dengan cepat hanya semata-mata korang nak aku update cepat. Aku nak tulis cerita yang orang baca, orang suka. Aku bukan nak tulis SAMPAH.

So... i'll will proceed with my own pace.

Hara korang masih boleh tunggu and terus sokong aku....thank you...

mmuahhh...

sayang korang.....hahahah