Silversage || Book I || 1D AU

Alternative Perspectives

IF YOU READ THIS, THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE CONTINUUM OF THE STORY PLOT LINE. THIS IS ONLY A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE OF SOME SELECTED CHAPTERS SO DO NOT THINK THAT THIS IS THE NEXT CHAPTER OF THE SERIES

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Oh you rebel, I like you. ___________________________

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Alden

"So, um, I'll see you tomorrow, yeah? Sweet dreams. If you need anything, ring me up! Okay? Okay. Now, bye. I mean g'night, pussy, I mean kitty. Okay, um, bye now." I quickly rushed before hitting the end call button. Really? Stupid hormones just have to get in the way. How did I even say pussy in the first place?

I let out a loud sigh, running a hand over my face. When she was closing the curtain, her back was towards the camera. When she leaned over to close it, her backside was rather prominent, soo, me as my guy hormones just had to look. Then whoop. Alden Jr. just HAD to make an appearance. The way her hair flowed down her back, her toned legs under her, her shirt rose up as she reached.

I groaned noticing the tent in my boxers grow larger. Great. Just great. And I just had a shower. Why must she do this to me? It was all just from a small crush in grade school. This morning and the day before were amazing. I had some time alone with her. She was so perfect, laughing, sitting on my lap, intertwining her hands with mine that were wrapped around her waist. And now, here I am fantasizing over what I'd do to her-- For once will my hormones listen to my BRAIN?

Well, there's only one way to get rid of mini me. I let out a heavy sigh once more before reaching into my boxers and pleasuring myself. Oh lord help me.

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↨Alek↨

"Sing to me?" The last person I've ever sang to was my mom, right before she died. I remember how awfully pale and fragile she looked, laying on the hospital bed. I was holding her hand, singing my very best, just the way she loved it, as her hand began to loosen its grip on mine. Just as I had finished, the line went dead. Her lifeless body was motionless on the white hospital bed. The doctors and nurses rushed in and took her away as some went over to comfort me, but it didn't help. That was the last time I sang. The last time I sang to someone, or even sang at all.

I let out a shaky sigh, hoping that she didn't quite hear the shakiness. Her eyelids were covering her beautiful hazel eyes, as she stirred half-consciously. She looked so beautiful, yet she always denies it.

I began to sang for the first time in years. Pouring my heart into every word. Hoping that she'd hear through her unconscious state of sleeping, to hear my words to her, wanting to let her know how I've felt towards her for a while.

Much as you blame yourself

You can't be blamed for the way that you feel

Had no example of a love

That was even remotely real

How can you understand something that you never had?

If you let me I can help you out with all of that

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

I know your trouble

Don't he afraid

Oh I can help

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

A heart of numbness

Gets brought to life

I'll take you there...~

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»Alden»

She seemed so fragile. So vulnerable. Whatever her dream was, it scare the shitless out of her, and out of me. Never will I ever want to see her like that again. So, broken.

Maxius. If I ever lay eyes on him, I will beat the shit out of him. Freaking dotard. I can't bare to see her like this. How her face drained out of color as she read the note. I know I wasn't meant to read it, but I peered over her shoulder while she was.

She lays safe and sound in my arms. The moonlight shown through the window, making the vial on her necklace shimmer. Love. Was what was written on the small grain of rice. Love. Such a strong word. That can hold so many different meanings. All the feelings I have towards her.

She slowly drifted off into a slumber, her lips parted as her eyes furrowed. Her facial features still a bit tense.

I've sing as a way to relieve stress. I've never really done that to or for someone, let alone in public. It's always in closed spaces. Solitary, how I've been living for the past 6 years.

I can see the pain behind your eyes

It's been there for quite a while

I just want to be the one

To remind you what it is to smile

I would like to show you what true love can really do

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

I know your trouble

Don't be afraid

Oh let me help

Let me love you

And I will love you

Until you learn to love yourself

Let me love you

A heart of numbness

Gets brought to life

I'll take you there~

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••Author's Note••

Link of the song, Let Me Love You(Until You Learn To Love Yourself) arrangement by Glee in the sidebar>>>>

Hope you guys enjoyed the first book in the series! I had an amazing time writing it! So until next time--probably in a week or two-- thank you for all your support. Vote, comment, share this book with a friend.

I will be posting the description of Book 2 later next week, so until then, peace.

[If you would like to get even more emotional for Alek's perspective, feel free to search Baby Don't Cry by EXO-K and reread his perspective.]

Dedication: Everyone because I love you all ♥️

First Chapter Update of Operation||Book 2: Tuesday, August 5th