LOVING nobody but YOU

Chapter 31

Date 

Dinala niya ako sa mamahaling restaurant. He order the most delicious meal na alam niyang magugutuhan ko. While eating, hindi maalis ang tingin ang ngiti niya sa akin. Kulang na lang malalag ang bawat sinusubo niya.

Natatawa ako sa mga pinagagawa niya.

Carlo, can you please focus on your food. natatwang sabi ko.

Hayaan mo na ako. Its been years since the last time I dated my girlfriend. I'm so happy right now na feeling ko parang panaginip lang. I love you, Jessie. sabi niya na inlove na inlove sa akin.

I love you too, Carlo. Walang nagbago. sabi ko na nakangiti sa kanya.

Wait I have something to show you. sabi niya. At may kung anong kinuha sa leeg. A necklace. Pero naalala ko ang heartshape where my name engrave on it, it was a keychain when he gave me the other half na naka engrave ang name niya. Ginawa niya pa lang necklace. 

Nakangiting ipinakita niya iyon sa akin. This is the only thing left on me, Jessie. Pinakaingatan ko. And i never lose hope. sabi niya,

Mine left at home, Carlo. Lahat ng binigay mo nandon pa rin. Waiting for you to come back.

Pag bumalik tayo don gagawin nating necklace gaya nito. I cant wait to be back home with you, Jessie.

At sa oras na lumipas wala kaming ginawa kondi magkwentuhan. Nakikita ko na bumalik na ang dating Carlo na ankilala ko. He is the only guy that can make me laugh like this. He also told me that he still my stalker haha. At nagselos din kay Andrew from afar. At siya din ang first caller ko nong binigyan ako ni Gelo ng cellphone. Embarassing haha.

Nanood din kami ng sine as normal couple do. This is our first movie together. He held my hand ang i lean on his shoulder. So comfortable na parang gusto kong magstay ng ganun for a long while. 

Jessie..tawag niyo. I raised my head to look at him..Kahit dim ang light sa loob ng siniehan ay kitang kita ko ang pagkinang ng mga mata niya. Nilalamig ka ba? tanong niya. Umiling ako. His warmth is enough for you.

He caress my check using the palm of his hand. Then he slowly came to me and kiss me passionately. Ramdam ko ang bawat halik niya. And his a good kisser ha! And knowing that he kissed someone else rather than me. Naiinis ako bigla. At naramdaman niya yon.

Something wrong? he asked na hindi man lang nalalayao ang mukha sa akin.

Did you kissed someone else rather than me? i asked. I sound like a jealous girlfriend but i dont care. At ang mokong biglang tumawa.

I'm sorry, but i will not lie to you. Bea did kissed me once. he honestly said.

When? How many times? i asked.

That was during your graduation. I was there. i thought You and Gelo are couple. I went to paris and get drunk a lil bit. And Bea dare kissed me. But that was the first and last. I'm sorry.

Deym bitch! sabi ko.

Ang cute magselos ng girlfriend ko.

Sinong hindi magselos. Anong gagawin mo don? I don't like here ever since.

No need to worry anything. Because eversince ikaw lang. And ill talk to her. Na kapag hindi pa siya tumigil ill cut all my connection on her. sabi niya. Actually i don't care, pero once na nandyan ang bruhang iyon, may hindi magandang mangyayari.

Umuwi kaming masaya. 

Pumasok na ako sa room na katabi lang sa kanya. PEro were both in our room door. 

Goodnight. sabi ko na nakangiti sa kanya.

Goodnight my love. sabi niya. Pero mukha nalungkot bigla.

Oh, ano ang problema mo? tanong ko biglang nag-alala.

I miss you already. sabi niya ang puppy eyes pa. PArang bata.

Haha, sira ka talaga. Magkikita pa tayo bukas. sabi ko.

Hindi ko kaya, sabi niya nagsusumamo.

Baliw! sabi ko at pumasok na sa loob ng silid at sinira ang pinto. Ang bilis ng pintig ng puso ko. Napakasaya ko ng mga sandaling ito na hindi ko ma explain.

Then i heard knock on my door.

I open it.

I saw Carlo standing there. Hindi alam kung may sasabihin or what.

Then all of a sudden he came close to me, cupped my face at siniil ako ng halik, I was out of breath ng binitawan niya ako.

Goodnight, sabi niya at agad na umalis at pumasok sa silid niya. Naiiwan akong natameme, totally surprised . Kaya lutang ako nang pumasok sa aking silid. A night sealed with a kiss.