Do you remember when you said you'll always be there?
And when I call you, you'll have time to spare?
I was happy for someone to notice
That I need someone to listen
And so I trusted you with my heart
Making me hold onto your words
Making me believe in you.
I let you swim on the depths of my darkness;
I let you crawl in every corner of my mind;
I let you see every single bit of me.
You saw the demons I hide within
You just stared at them with no fear
You told me how brave I have been
For you thought I could handle them with ease
But never once I have told you
How I'm starting to be like them.
It was hard for me to tell you
That I'm starting to lose control;
That I was on the verge of falling apart.
That's when I decided to tell you
What I'm really going through:
Aching for someone to listen;
Aching for you to be here.
And when I was about to open up
You told me, "You don't need me after all!
I am sure you can handle it
Even without you needing my help."
I was speechless, I didn't know what to say
So I swallowed my cry and smiled instead
Telling myself I shouldn't have trusted you
Because if you really are my friend
You should have known from the start
How hard I'm trying to keep up with my facade
YOU ARE READING
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RandomHave you ever felt the urge to write something but your thoughts are so messed up like an unfinished jigsaw puzzle and you couldn't see the point clearly? Yeah, I've always felt that. But, I'm gonna write anyway. This book is my escape. I'll escape...
