Here I am. I don't even know why I am here. I don't understand why. It's so dark, I couldn't even see a thing. It's so lonesome, it makes me want to die.
Why do people always leave me be? Why can't they understand me?
It's so cold, I couldn't feel my body anymore.
I am trapped.
No one can hear my scream. No one can decipher my thoughts. No one tries to help me. No one helped me.
Why?
Why can't they see I'm suffering?
It's raining again. The raindrops are cold unto my skin; same goes with warm teardrops falling unto my cheeks.
Help.
Someone, help me. Save me.
I stood up and walked forward, not knowing where to go; not knowing my destination. I kept on walking.
It seems endless. It feels like eternity. But I need to do it. If I keep on crying, nothing's going to change. If I keep on waiting, I will keep on feeling hopeless.
I want to die. I want to die already. But I really want to live.
I am afraid to search for the light but here I am, trying so hard to reach that light.
Sometimes, I try to see the positive side of everything but I failed. I don't know how to be the girl I used to be.
I changed as the world around me evolve. I thought I will never change but circumstances did change me.
I just hope that one day, everything would fall into place...
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RandomHave you ever felt the urge to write something but your thoughts are so messed up like an unfinished jigsaw puzzle and you couldn't see the point clearly? Yeah, I've always felt that. But, I'm gonna write anyway. This book is my escape. I'll escape...
