Your hastiness makes you fallible,
Yet for me, you are still irresistable
Seeing you there makes me think
Why my face eventually turn pink.
These thoughts in my mind are mystic,
You may not read me with your tactics
I'm telling you to leave but that isn't true,
Just read between the lines; that's the cue.
Being with you makes me feel alive,
It feels like I'm going to survive;
Like I could overcome this convoluted trace;
Even if there's a monster I have to face.
When I hear you calling my name,
I fear you for you might tame,
My heart, my soul, even my mind
I might think you are so kind.
You are nothing but a stranger,.
Now, it's one way or the other.
Did I really fell for the real you,
or the illusion I made of you?
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Seriously, I am so proud that I have written this poem. It is really different from all the poems I have written. It feels bright, unlike the darkness of my other poems. I realized that even I could write a poem like this. I am so bitter when it comes to love; but when I've written this, it feels like I'm a maiden-in-love... but I'm not. Well, this is how 'writing' does to me. I could feel the emotion that even I couldn't imagine to feel. Well, it depends on my mood. Just sharing. :D
Anyways, the third book entitled "Keep me 'til the End", I'm kind of working on it. So, for those who are tired of waiting, sorry. Final exam is fast approaching. I need to focus on my studies. This book, well, literally, is my stress-reliever. The other books I've written, I realized that those aren't my stress-relievers. Maybe in the past because my hands aren't full. Hmm. But if you guys have read Thoughtless Jerk, maybe you noticed it has only-- I think, 9-10 chapters including the prologue and epilogue. Honestly, I've written that one when I was in first year college together with the finishing chapters of the second book of The Emotionless Queen. You might as well, see the difference of my writing style in High School and now. I changed a lot. It is even embarrassing to back-read my past stories. Haha. Anyways, just saying.
I won't promise anything... but I assure you, I'll keep on writing.
SamanthaBruno
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RandomHave you ever felt the urge to write something but your thoughts are so messed up like an unfinished jigsaw puzzle and you couldn't see the point clearly? Yeah, I've always felt that. But, I'm gonna write anyway. This book is my escape. I'll escape...
