7 AM
Nagising ako na may ngiti sa labi. The same smile I had before I slept last night.
Ang ngiting dulot ng text niya. At dahil pakipot ako ay di muna ako nag reply kay Anne ko.
Asus, ang sabihin mo namatay ka na sa kilig.
Whatever it is, basta magiging busy ako ngayon sa araw na to. Productive at nasa mood syempre! Ikaw ba naman nakatanggap ng ganung text mula sa crush mo, oh di ba.
Page 7
"Love is a serious mental disease." I read it loud enough for the two of us to hear.
"Agree." She commented.
Ngumiti ako.
No doubts not to agree.
"Says by Plato." I continued, "Love has reasons which reason cannot understand. Blaise Pascal"
It's like, crush ko siya and now my feelings is getting deeper. If you ask me why's that so, that's the question that words can't explain.
"Next?"
Hmm... Before I continued reading, I glanced the whole page and was surprised when everything written here is all about... love.
"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. Aristotle." Napatigil ako. Napaisip. "Do you agree with this?" Tanong ko sa kanya.
"I think so." Tinasaan ko siya ng kilay, "Aba Alyana ha, malay ko ba sa love love na yan."
I chuckled. "Learn to love kasi."
"I can't and I won't. Masakit lang yan sa puso." She answered. Hay nako, etong si best friend ko talaga, puro hinanakit sa world ang naaalala tuwing pag-ibig ang pinag-uusapan.
"Maganda sa feeling ang ma in love ha." I commented, smiling.
"So maganda sa feeling ang masaktan?" Push natin yan.
I sighed. "I also wonder why does love has to come with pain?"
She shrugged both of her shoulders. "Pero alam mo kung ano ang mas isasakit ng love love na yan?"
"Hmm?"
"Ang mabagsak sa exam. Tara na, it's almost time." Sabay tayo at inayos ang gamit niya. Natauhan din ako kaya gumalaw na rin ako.
But before I closed the book I took a quick glance of the last line, "When it's real, you can't walk away."
At wala akong plano.
I'll stay.
Charot, parang naman mutual ang feelings namin sa isa't isa.
7th floor
Dito ang room assignment para sa exam namin. Walang nga akong pasok sa Sabado, exam naman. Pero happy lang ;)
Eto na ata ang first ever exam ko na nakangiti at maaliwalas ang pag-iisip ko.
Ikaw ba naman ang inspired.
