JAMIE POV
All day, I have been trying to avoid Jimin. Not because I wanted to, I would give up anything to be with him, but I thought it would hurt us both more if I stuck around. I didn't join the group for lunch, I just went straight to fifth period. There, I sat with my head down, and I was thinking of all of the things that were erupting in my life at the moment.
Just then, I heard footsteps walk into the room. Not wanting to be disturbed, I just kept my head down. I felt two hands land on the sides of my desk. I finally looked up to see a smiling Minho.
"Sup Jamie, why are you sitting here alone?" He asked. I leaned back in my chair.
"Just thinking..." I said. He took his seat beside me.
"About me?" He asked. I let out a small laugh.
"Yeah about how amazing and talented and perfect you are." I said sarcastically. He leaned back in his chair and kicked his feet onto the desk.
"It's about time you realized." He said. I rolled my eyes.
"Oh get over yourself." I said.
"But I can't get over you." He winked.
"What is it with popular boys and their pick up lines in this school?" I asked.
"What you mean mine and Jimin's?" He asked. With the mention of his name, my heart pinched again. My small grin faded. "Mine are way better than his." He said. I looked down. Minho noticed that I was suddenly silent, and he sat up, taking his feet off of the desk.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I sighed.
"Nothing. Just tired." I said.
"Did something happen between you and Jimin?" He asked. With another mention of his name, my eyes turned glossy. After seeing this, Minho's eyes widened.
"Jamie, tell me what happened." He said.
"No, I'm fine." I said.
"Tell me. We talk about our problems remember?" He asked. I felt very vulnerable.
"I just... wish that I wasn't me." I said.
"What? Why? You're great!" He said. I shook my head.
"No... I'm not great. My life is not great." I said. He was silent for a second.
"Did he hurt you again? You know... your dad?" He asked. I stared blankly at the ground.
"He is always hurting me. Even if it's not physical." I finally said.
"Are you really not going to tell Jimin?" He asked again. I closed my eyes. Just then, I heard another pair of footsteps enter the room, so I opened my eyes. There at the doorway, of course, I saw Jimin. He looked at Minho, then at me.
"Woah, did you cry? What's wrong with your face? It's worse than usual." Minho said. Jimin shot him a glare and clenched his jaw.
"You really want to shut your mouth right now because I am not in the mood." Jimin said. He looked to me.
"Can we talk?" He asked me.
"Yeah, what do you need to say?" I asked him lightly.
"Can we talk alone?" Jimin asked. I stayed silent. Minho noticed the atmosphere and interfered.
"Nope sorry I was already talking to her before you rudely interrupted and walked in." Minho said.
"I said to shut your mouth." Jimin said.
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You Are My Jam (BTS FANFIC)
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