You Are My Jam (BTS FANFIC)

66: Breath of Recovery

JAMIE POV

I stared up at my ceiling as I reminisced on my scene with Jimin earlier.

When we hugged... we stayed in that position for a good thirty minutes... just hugging and crying. Then, when we broke apart, we wiped our tears and just... walked home. Like nothing happened.

I let out a sigh as I continued to stare at my ceiling. That moment was hours ago. I wonder what he's doing now?

At that, I heard a tap on my window. Wow, what a coincidence.

I quickly sat up and opened my window, only to see Jimin with his phone up to his ear. He held his index finger up to me, as if telling me to wait.

"I have something to tell you." He said to the person on the phone. Jimin looked awfully rushed. I mouthed 'what are you doing?'

Jimin just kept his finger up to silence me. Then, he put his phone on speaker phone.

"I'm sorry Momo but..." my eyes widened. "I'm breaking up with you." Jimin concluded. My mouth dropped to the floor. WHAT IS HE DOING?

"What?!" I heard Momo shriek as a response.

"I'm sorry, but I tried. I tried to love you but... all my life I only saw you as a best friend and... that's what I still see you as. Only a friend." Jimin said as he emphasized that last part while looking me in the eyes.

"J-Jimin... I don't understand. I love you." Momo said. Her voice quivered as I shook my head, telling Jimin to stop.

"You deserve someone better. Someone who can give you what you want and need. I'm sorry but, I am not that person." Jimin continued. I stared at him in disbelief. I felt guilty, sad, and... happy.

"I don't want anyone else, I want you." She said.

"But I want someone else." Jimin said. It was silent for a second, then I heard a sigh.

"It's Jamie isn't it?" She asked. Jimin looked at me in the eyes and nodded.

"I'm sorry." He said.

"Yeah... me too." Momo answered before hanging up. At that, Jimin dropped his arms to his side.

"I had to do it. I couldn't do it anymore... pretend to be happy when I'm not. It's not fair to her, me... or you." He said. My heart softened. I want to be with him so badly. I want to touch and kiss him so badly!

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I'm sorry for what I am about to do.

I picked up my phone. I can't believe what I am about to do. I dialed the number and heard it ring. When I heard someone answer, Jimin looked down at my phone with widened eyes.

"Hello?" The voice asked.

"Minho?" I asked. Jimin then looked up at me with glossy eyes.

"Hey babe." Minho said. Jimin suddenly glared back down at my phone.

"Minho... I have to tell you something." I said.

"Sure, what is it? Oh! When do you want to go on that date we had to reschedule?" He asked. Jimin narrowed his eyes.

"I... I'm so sorry." I said. There was silence and my heart dropped.

"Your breaking up with me aren't you?" I heard Minho finally ask. I felt so guilty.

"Do you hate me?" I asked. Minho sighed.

"I wish I could, but I don't think I ever could." He said.