You Are My Jam (BTS FANFIC)

59: Trying to be Happy

JAMIE POV

"Jamie." Jimin and Minho both repeated. I swallowed. What situation am I in right now?

I looked back and forth as the two boys waited for me to choose. I so wanted to go to Jimin, but I knew that Minho is the better choice.

Minho saw that I was wracking my brain to make a decision, so he sighed and stepped back.

"I'll wait until you're done talking to him. I'll be over at that bench." He said as he walked away. My heart eased a bit. Thank you Minho.

I then turned to Jimin, who was already looking at me.

"Hey." He said. My heart jumped.

"Hey." I answered. He sighed.

"Congratulations on getting the partner dance with Jhope." He said. I was confused. Why is he so nice all of a sudden?

"Thanks. I wish I could say the same to you." I said. He blinked a few times before continuing. He rubbed the back of his neck.

"So how's life?" He asked. I almost scoffed. How's life? Seriously?

"Okay Jimin what is this? What did you need to talk to me about?" I asked.

"Nothing in particular. Just wondering how you have been. Because I have been great." He said. I forced a fake smile.

"I'm happy for you." I said. I was in pain because I didn't know what this was. It seemed like he was putting me down.

"Thanks. Um... well, bye." He said. At that, he just... he walked away. I sighed furiously. What was he trying to do there?!

I walked over to Minho who had his arms swung open on both sides of the bench as he leaned back. When he saw me, he raised his eyebrow.

"What did jerkface want?" He asked. I sighed and sat down on the bench next to him. I felt desperate. My heart felt empty once again and I just wanted to run and hug Jimin. But I couldn't. I had no right to.

"He just wanted to say hi and see how my life is going. He says he's doing great." I said. Minho scoffed.

"Wow he just won't let it go will he? He's pissing me off more and more." Minho suddenly put his hand on mine and caressed it.

"Are you okay?" He asked. I slowly nodded. "Because I have something to ask you." He said. I looked up at him.

"Yeah? What is it?" I asked. He looked into my eyes and started blushing.

"Jamie..." he said. I kept my eye contact with him and waited for him to continue. "Look... I know you're still hung up on Jimin. And I know you love him but... okay I know this isn't the right time but... damn it I can't help myself!" He ranted. I was confused. "Okay. Will you... be my girlfriend?" He asked. At that, my eyes widened and I slowly moved my hand away from his.

"Please? I'm sorry I know that you aren't ready but... I really really like you. It's fine if you use me. It's fine if you date me to get back at Jimin just please... give me a chance. I can treat you right. I know your story and all I am asking for is a chance." He said. I was still taken aback. Never did I expect for Minho to ask me out. But then again... never did I expect Jimin to ask me out.

"Minho... it's not a good idea." I said.

"Please Jamie. Come on, he can't be the only one that's happy. It's not fair." He said.

"I'm still broken. I don't know if I can handle another relationship." I said.

"I know your story. I know your life, I know you. And you know me. Please. Just... one chance. Even if it's for a week, I want to be able to call you my girlfriend because I will take care of you. I really like you Jamie." He said. I felt bad. I was still hung up on Jimin, yet here Minho was, begging for me to be with him. He was there for me when I was crying and weak. He even backed away to let me talk to Jimin. I owe him so much... but this isn't right. I shouldn't hurt another boy.