Because of you: Never Ever

Put your trust in me

  "So are you like with Valerie again?". I scratched my neck, "uh I don't know Reyna. Let's go with its complicated". "Why is it complicated?". "I mean we slept together last night". She turned her complete body towards me. "Bitch what's tea? Is it hot or cold? How was it?". "It's was alright" I was smiling big just remembering the thoughts of last night.

  "Your so full of bull shit. Is she like better than Khodie". "Uh I mean...they both have their strengths. Khodie's in to making love and its sensual and breath taking. But Valerie's in to like hot sweaty naughty kinky sex like rough sex like its amazing. I love both so I can really take one over the other".

"Hmm do you prefer Val or KO?". "Uh as of right now Valerie. Things between me and Khodie aren't so great. There's something I didn't tell you but don't get mad at me okay".  "Well it depends on what it is. You know I turn up". I showed her the ring on my finger. "Bitch is that what I think it is?". "Yeah Khodie proposed to me a couple days ago". "Wait Khodie did?! I thought you were gonna say Val... Damn sis".

We stopped and this black guy with short dreads came on the bus and followed behind him was this really pretty light skinned girl with long curly hair.  They both  went sat by Khodie.

"So why aren't talking again?". "It's just lack of trust as always". "Damn well I'm not with Justin anymore.. he's too possessive it was ridiculous". "So I'm hearing its great month". "Oh yass girl". She gave me a high five.

We got to the hotel and got our bags. Danny came back with room keys. "Okay rooms are as followed. Ryan and Kevin, Cymia and Reyna and Khodie and Janai".

"Excuse me what?".
"Y'all go get rested. Rehearsal starts at five".
He walked away wits Isla. I know he did this shit on purpose.
Khodie walked up to me. "You want me to grab your bags". "Nah I got it you don't have to do nothing for me".

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We reached our room and we put our stuff away. There wasn't really much talking involved. "Look Janai I'm sorry I lied to you okay". "Yeah what ever". "Please just talk to me". "Khodie you've been lying our whole relationship. Like how am I suppose to trust you. You did something so dark and disturbing. You acting like it's nothing". "Look I mean I know this is a lot but I want to work on us please?. I moved closer to her and moved away.

"Khodie your crazy if you think this is going to work". "I am crazy.. crazy about you. Come on? You still have my ring on that must mean something. Janai I love you". She walked in to the bathroom and closed it. I tried to walk in but she locked it. "Janai don't cry please..".

There was knock at the door. It's was Ryan. "What's up bro?". "Hey we about to go get food before rehearsal. We waiting on y'all". "Alright we will be down in a minute". "Cool". I went to the bathroom and knocked on the door. "Come on Janai.. we about to get food".

"I'll be down in a minute. Y'all can go I'll meet you guys". "You sure?". "Yeah" she said in between sniffing.

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I got up and I washed my face. I brushed my hair into a pony tail. "Come on you got this.. you can last a month". I grab my phone and room key. I went down to the lobby. Khodie was hugging that light skin chick. I rolled my eyes.  "Come on Janai we were waiting on you" Reyna said walking up to me. "Oh sorry guys". We all got in a uber.

We went to Applebee's and sat a table.  I sat in between Khodie and Reyna. Reyna nudged me, "Hey that girl Cymia is kinda dope".  "That's awesome. I really don't care". Khodie tried to hold my hand under the table i pulled away from her. "Khodie stop". She ran her hands through her hair. She looked disappointed.

I was eating my pasta and every once in a while Ryan would look at me. I would smile at him. We got our stuff together and me and Reyna was gonna go shopping. "Hey Janai". Ryan walked up to me. "Uh yeah what's up?". "I just want to say that your very beautiful and maybe you would like to you know hang out. Reyna can come too she's very beautiful as well". "Um yeah that would be cool". "Cool". He walked away and I met up with Reyna.

"What was that about?". "He thinks that we are beautiful and he wants to hang out with us". "Oh please he just wants the box". "Girl chill.. He could be really nice". "Most guys are when they want something". "Yeah true but come on we gonna be with these people for a month let's try to be friendly". "Yeah I guess".

We went shopping and we had to get a taxi back to the hotel. We got lots of stuff the bell hop had to get a luggage cart to bring out stuff to our rooms. Khodie was at rehearsal so it was the perfect time for me to take a nap. I got up and I showered and I put a towel around my body. I went and I started to put lotion on my legs and arms. I  put my lace bra and underwear on.

The door open and it was Ryan and Khodie. I bent down on the side of the bed. "Khodie at least tell me when other people are coming with you.. I don't have any clothes on". "My bad.." she said. "It's okay I mean you look good Janai". "Uh Ryan can you turn the other way please?". "Okay" I ran to the bathroom and I put on some shorts and a bralette with a sheer see through top with sneakers.

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"Man Janai is sexy as fuck". "Yes Ryan I know". "Bro is she like single or something".  "Nah man I don't think so. She's taken". "Hmm maybe not for long.." he said with a smile. "What you mean?". "I asked her to come hang out with me and she said yes". "Well she might think it's friendly". "Yeah maybe until it's not friendly". "Yeah we'll go get for the show Ryan". "Bet see you later".

I sat on the bed and I waited for Janai to come out the bathroom. I was kinda mad I'm not gonna lie.