Because of you: Never Ever

Jealous

I was sleeping then I heard people talking so I woke up and everyone was in the room. I clutch the covers around my body. "Really.. Khodie? Tell everyone to leave". "Oh I'm sorry..guys can you please excuse us for a moment".  People left and I just looked at Khodie.  "Really I'm butt ass naked. What if I just up and everyone would have seen my business". "I'm sorry okay. I'll let you know if someone comes". "Great that would be helpful" I put on a big shirt and shorts.

"What are you gonna do today?". "Uh me and Reyna gonna hang out and do somethings". "I can't come?". "Uh no it's just gonna be me and Reyna. Just want a little time with her".  "Well damn just toss me to the side". "It's not like that honey it's just I need girl time with my bestie". "Fine as long as I get play time later". She winked at me. "Maybe.. if you act right".

I met up with Reyna. We went to a tattoo shop. "Why are we here?".  "I wanted to get my nipples pierced". "Really Janai? Nipple piercings". "Yes I really want them". "Okay well I will get a bell button piercing". "Cool let's do this". 

"So I need your honest opinion. You need to tell me straight out with no filter". "Okay. What is it?". "Do you honestly think Khodie is perfect for me?". "Well.. I mean she does send you through the ringer a lot. But I mean what relationship doesn't have there ups and downs. But she is the only person you've dated for real besides the sex you had with Val. I feel like you don't know what you want. I feel like your settling because she was there for you when you needed someone the most. You feel the need to be with her because she's your hero".

"Wow well thanks so I'm just with her out of pity thanks". "But hey it's not my relationship so if she makes you happy then don't listen to anybody. If you two love each other just go with your feelings and be happy and not care what anybody else thinks. Plus stop being mad with her all the time. That shit gets old and she will get annoyed". "Fine okay I hear what your saying". "Good but I don't trust that Cymia girl". "Why?".

"I think she has a thing for her or something. But I mean you both share a lot of similar qualities. You both are light skin and you both have a  mole on your lip and you both have long curly black hair and the only difference is that you do have is that you have a bigger butt and she doesn't really have one".
"So we like twins.. I had a weird feeling when I first saw her. I don't need another Celia or Charlie on my hands". "No you don't". 

"Well let's go I want to go see my baby before sound check". "Cool I'm gonna go hang out with Ryan and Kevin". "Okay girl".

I got back to the hotel and Khodie was laying down on her back on her phone. I walked around the bed and straddled her. "Baby?".  She put her phone down, "yes babe". "I'm sorry for being so mean.. do you forgive me?". "Yes I do but you gonna have to give me kisses".

"I can do that". I was kissing her but my nipples were really tender. "Babe can you like sit up for me. I just got my nipples pierced and they are kind of hurting". "You did what?". I raised my shirt so she can see my boobs. "That's really sexy babe". "Thank you.. do you think me and Cymia look alike?". "Of course not your way more beautiful and she doesn't have half of what you got plus you got my heart and she doesn't. So you don't have to worry about her. I got you okay". I smiled and I kissed her, "I really do love you". "I love you too".

"Do you think we are right for each other?". "If I didn't I wouldn't have proposed to you J". "I know but are we really?" I got off her lap and sat beside her. "What's with are the second guessing now". "I don't know. I guess when I saw you kiss Cymia and then Reyna saying that me and her are alike. I guess I got scared that I would lose you to her". "Babe I'm not going anywhere. You don't have to worry about that". "I know you say that. But I still wonder".  "Look your gonna be Mrs. Janai Williams not her. Man fuck her. She's just my friend that's all". "Okay...".

Later after her second show. Khodie had a meet and greet. There was ton of girl and boys screaming and stuff. "Do you ever think that one of her fans maybe completely crazy?". "I mean not really I think they are harmless Reyna". "They are now because they think she's single. They don't know about you yet". "Okay? I think we will be fine".

After the meet and greet Khodie and Cymia was talking and Khodie was shaking her head no. I walked over to them and I kissed Khodie's cheek. "Hey bae. You ready to go?". I seen Cymia roll her eyes at me. "Yeah I am but can you give us a minute". "Okay. I will be waiting with your bag by the door" I gave her a kiss and I left.

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After my meet and greet Cymia tapped my shoulder. "Hey can we talk for a minute?".
"Uh yeah".  I followed her to the other side of the room. "What's up Mia". "Why didn't you tell me you had a girlfriend". "Why does it matter? We are just friends". "Oh we are just friends? Friends don't kiss". "Okay and that was a mistake". "A mistake you would want to try again" she said biting her lip. I shook my head, "No Cymia I can't do that to my fiancé". "Fiancé? She's your fucking fiancé? Wow". Janai walked to us and kissed my cheek. "Hey bae you ready to go?".  "Yeah I am but  can you give us a minute". "Okay.  I will be waiting with your bag by the door". She gave me a kiss and then walked off.

"Really? Khodie come on. I've known you longer than her? How long have you known her?". "Long enough to know she's the one for me. So this little thing you think we have is over". "Hmm okay". She smiled and walked away. What is wrong with these females.