Because of you: Never Ever

HER

I waited for Janai to come out the bathroom. I sat on the bed with my arms folded. She walked out the bathroom and she looked at me as she put her hands on her hips. "What?". "So you and Ryan huh". "Me and Ryan what?". "You going on a date with him". "No me and Reyna are going to hang out with him. Why is that what he said". "He's trying to get at you". "Okay so what? Is that like a problem?".

I stood up quickly ,"Of corse it is. You are my fiancé. You belong to me!". "Girl please.. you need to chill. I don't belong to anybody. I can do what I please with who ever I please".  "Oh really. Bet". "Come on here so I can do your hair for tonight before I change my mind".

I flat ironed her hair and then I was on FaceTime with my mom when Khodie left.
"Just try to make the best of the situation Janai. I mean you get to travel for free". "I mean I'll try mom but she's making it impossible. She's picking fights with me". "Do you love her?". "Of course I do ma." "Well try to make things work". "I hear you I'll try to be nicer at least". "Good look I have to go but I love you". "I love you too ma and tell daddy I said hey". "I will bye". "Bye".

I guess I will go to the area to see the concert. I got an uber and I arrived at the place. I showed my backstage pass to the security guys. I was walking backstage and I walking to Khodie's dressing room. I opened the door slightly and I saw Khodie and Cymia kissing in the mirror. I shut the door and I looked around for the nearest bathroom.

I went to the bathroom and I splashed water on my face. "Don't make a scene Janai.. Don't make a scene.. it's her opening night." "Bruh fuck her she don't deserve you.. she's not even good enough for you."  "What are you talking about yeah she is". "is she?" "I honestly don't know". I didn't notice I was having a whole conversation with myself.  "Just smile that's all you have to do".

I fixed my hair and clothes and I walked back to the rest of the crew. Reyna was talking to Kevin. Ryan was going over his music. Khodie was drinking water. I walked up to Khodie and I handed her the gold grills she wear. "Oh thank you I forgot I left them". "No problem...you have a great concert" I rubbed her jaw line and I kissed her cheek. "Thanks babe".  I smiled at her as if nothing was wrong.

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I left the hotel room and rode with my dad and the crew to the arena. Janai was acting so damn salty. I was getting changed in my dressing room and Cymia came in. "Hey Khodie" it's like she froze in place. I was putting on my shirt. I snapped my fingers,"Mia my eyes are up here.. What do you want girl". "We really didn't talk today.. what's been up I haven't seen you in year since you moved".

"I've been good. Having the time of my life". "That's good.. so are you seeing someone or something". "Uh it's complicated. What about you?".  "Uh no I'm single. I'm open to trying new things though" she said as she played with her hair. "Oh yeah that's good.. what type of things maybe we can do some of those things together". She leaned in and kissed me. I really wanted to push her away but it felt good. It went from a kiss to a full make out session.

"Wow your lips are so soft". "Aha thanks mia". "Your so cute". "Your pretty". "So we should definitely hang out more often and do more of that". "I don't know Mia. I don't want any thing to ruin our friendship". "It's not trust me". "It will trust me". "Fine". She got up and stormed out.

I got up and I walked out and I grabbed me a bottle of water I was drinking it as Janai walked up to me. She handed me my gold grills. "Oh thank you I forgot I left them".
"No problem... you have a great concert" she rubbed my jawline then kissed me cheek ever so softly. "Thanks babe". She smiled at me and I walked and I grabbed my mic and I wanted for my DJ to announce me.

After the show, I grabbed a towel and I wiped my face. Janai came up to me and she gave me a hug. I kissed the nook of her neck. "I'm so proud of you. You did a good job". "Thanks bae". "No problem". "Hey I'm gonna go grab my bag and then we can leave". "Alright".

I went and grabbed my bag and when I got back Janai was on the floor.

"What happened?".  "That girl Cymia like shoved me". "Oh I'm sorry". "Yeah well that's what happens when your fiancé makes out with her friends". "What?". "Don't play dumb okay I saw you. In your dressing room kissing her". "Oh you saw that?". "Oh yeah.. I did. Thanks asshole for being discrete". "Oh you mean like when you kissed Valerie before you got on the tour bus". "Oh whatever I don't know why I try to be nice to you". "No one asked you to". "Oh Fuck You Khodie Shantil Williams.. I'm leaving". She stormed away pissed off.