Whispers Of Our Soul

Bad

I have it so bad
So terribly bad
That it's hard to sleep
If I haven't said goodnight to you
Seconds before

But I don't want to go first
Because I don't know if you feel it too
I don't know if I sound
Pathetic or desperate

I have it so bad
Whenever we aren't talking
I wonder what you are doing
I wonder who you are with
And I wish we were talking

I have it bad
Whatever you'd call it
Something that isn't contagious
You just catch it
At the most unexpected of times

You came as a surprise
I didn't expect it to go this far
Writing each other words
Lovely words
Soft spoken words

How crazy
This thing we have
Went so far in such little time
Is it love
We may never know

I have it so bad
That going a day without you
Feels so utterly wrong
I have begun to question
Every word everything spoken

My mind is overthinking everything
I'm trying to stop it
But it just keeps turning and turning
I am trying to decide
Trying to protect myself

To be or not to be
To tell or not to tell
To love or not to love
To hide or not to hide
To be or not to be

And I can see
Everyone is getting annoyed
Because you are all I talk of
But I just can't help it
I have got it bad

I wish I knew what you wanted
Do you need me to change
Do you take me as I am
Do you love me
Do you not