Whispers Of Our Soul

Not Ordinary

I will not lie to you
Darling
Never to you

I am not ordinary

I get moody and I don't want to talk to anyone
I get days where I want to be all alone
I get depressed and then I don't want to show my face ever again.

But I also get happy.
Really, really happy. And I will laugh at the stupidest things
And you will catch me staring at you and smiling

I say weird shit
My mind has no filter so I just blab it all out.
I will insult you and embarrass you and freak you out

I can't lie to you darling
I will not lie to you
I am not ordinary

I am a nerd
Who reads books for fun
You will catch me, sitting on a Saturday with my face buried in a book.

I am a complete nerd
Who loves Star Wars and Harry Potter and Lord of The Rings and Marvel and DC
I will rage about them to you 24/7

I love beautiful things. I will drag you out to see plays and dances and art
Just to look at the beauty of the world

I will make you drive me to baseball games so I can drink too much soda and throw popcorn when our team strikes out
I will force you to make me breakfast just so I can sit and watch what it would be like to live with you

I will not lie to you
I just want you to know
What you might choose to get yourself into

I am crazy
I will eat too much ice cream
And I will mumble 2am sleepy secrets

I will be awkward and say things at the wrong time
I will stutter and try desperately to find the right words
I will stumble and try harder to get up so I can just hold you

I am clumsy
I will spill my water at dinner and drop food down my shirt
I will walk into walls and bang my toes on corners

I am flawed and I am wrecked. I will get emotional. I will cry when it's not necessary and I will be over dramatic because that is who I am.
I will get too passionate during movies and I will act as if I'm living a fairytale

I can't lie to you
I will not do it
Just be sure you know

Exactly what you are getting into

Because I am emotional and moody and happy and a nerd and crazy and silly and funny and a romantic and I am clingy and clumsy and I am all of the above.

I am everything but ordinary.

So just know that if you choose this
If you choose me
You have to pick all of me

Because I am everything.

Everything but ordinary.