Whispers Of Our Soul

Lord

I cry out to You

Help me

Show me a way

But You don't answer. 

Tell me,

Is it something I did?

Something I am not doing?

I feel like there's a target on my back

And whoever is playing this game

They are winning

I am trying to tell myself it's okay

But it is oh so hard when you aren't there to tell me the same

Are you ignoring me?

Is this some lesson?

I just want it to go away

I just don't understand why I have to be hurt over and over

Where is my mercy? 

When will I see the promise land

And I am trying to hold on.

I am trying to keep my faith 

But everyday

Every week

Every single second that ticks by

This grip on my heart tightens

And a piece of my life falls away

Who long will You let it fall before You catch me?

I just want it to stop

I need this to end

Over and over I am hit

With a target on my back

And the devil playing darts

How can I win?

I need You

I want to believe You

Is this a test?

Because I have kept my faith

I have trusted You over and over

But then why is there still pain

I thought it would have ended

I have endured so much

Where is my breaking point

Maybe I would much rather be there

I need You to answer me

Stop and look at me

These tears down my face

The scratches on my heart

And the demons in my head

Tell me how to stop them all

Show me how to heal

Please

I am begging

Save me, Lord

Take my soul and fill my heart

Fill me with Your grace

Your love and Your forgiveness

Save me, a wretched woman

I cry out to You

Fill my heart

Fill me with Your mercy

Your wisdom and Your beauty

Show me the way

I want to be better

I want You to save me

I don't need to save myself any longer

You are always there

Dear Lord, 

Please take my wretched soul and my tainted heart 

Make them pure

Bathe them in your light

Dear Lord,

You died for us all

But I am asking You now

Save me

And I will be a better person

Dear Lord, 

Fill my soul and my heart

Take my mind and give it light

Help keep it away form darkness

Dear Lord, 

I will be a better woman

Sister

Daughter

Friend

Lover

Dear Lord, 

Let me show you 

I can be a child of God