Whispers Of Our Soul

Lucky

But I don't deserve you

Because I'm too much of a mess

I can't seem to hold myself together

Things seem to fall apart at my touch

And I want to love you so bad

But darling I don't want to break you too

Your words

Whisper sweet nothings in my ear all night

And I can picture your face

Even if I can't see you

And I want to bathe in this light you give

But darling I don't want to fade it into darkness

I don't deserve you

Because everything I touch

It falls apart

Everyone I love

They all fade away

Darling I will never forgive myself if you fade too

I can't drag you through my messy life

You don't deserve that

And I don't deserve your words 

That feel like caresses

I don't deserve your light

That makes me feel safe

It would kill me if you loved someone else

But darling maybe that's what you deserve

You should have more

I can't imagine you have inflicted pain like I have

I have crashed walls and shattered galls

Baby I'm just a big mess

I am just a star

A flicker of fire and gas

But you deserve galaxies and universes

I am simply a grain of sand 

A tiny piece of atoms and minerals

But you deserve the seven seas and all it's beauty

I don't deserve you

And it hurts

Because all I want is to be someone

Worthy of you 

Worthy of your sweet candy words

Worthy of your serenity light

I'm messy

And you are too lovely to get dirty

I am ignorant

But you are too clever for that

And I am darkness and evil and bad and villains

But darling you are too wonderful for that

I don't deserve you and it kills me

I want to have you all

But everything I touch, it breaks and everyone I love, they fade

I don't deserve you

But darling I was lucky

You even considered me