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Kyra, I was never sure about love.  It's a term thrown around so loosely, watered down and lost so that it barely even resembles it's true meaning anymore.

Until I met you, I didn't really believe in it.  Until I met you, I'd never experienced it.  You probably think I'm stupid, and I probably am, three weeks shouldn't be long enough to learn to love someone, but for me, it was.  I don't know if it was real, but it was real enough, for me, at least.

I wish I could stay here forever, with you, and, maybe in another life or another time, it could happen, but, this was never going to be forever.  I always knew that I had to go back to real life at some point. 

I didn't know how to tell you.  I couldn't ruin our last moments, because I was too gutless, because I haven't changed.  Everything you've taught me, and I'm still the same coward that I've always been.  I didn't know what to say, to thank you and the others for everything you'd done for me, everything you shared with me and everything you taught me. I'll never forget it, and I'll always be grateful for it.

Keep being you.

I'm sorry.

Love Ash.

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