Jackson State

The Gay, The Experimental, and The Confused

Kendrick's Pov

While im Sitting On My bed Still Going Over what the Hell Just Happend , I hear His Door Open and Him Storming out of the House and Slamming the Door Behind Him , I Layed there Looking Up at the Picture Of Ant tiara and I at Chuckee Cheese , Pulled out My Phone I had to tell them what the Fuck Just Happend , As Im about to press Talk , Something Came Over me It was almost like I Didnt Want to tell them , I felt this Strange Feeling like It wasnt a good Idea , Almost Like I was Protecting Cameron Or something , And Plus that Nigga Got Heated Quick and If He Was gay Or Bi , Ive Heard Stories Of Niggas Being Killed for Outting People , so i sat the phone Done and Decided to Keep this to myslef untill I knew exactly what was going on , A Hour or Two Had Passed and I heard the Door Open, I figured he was Back and with a vengance to Kill , So i just Layed there and Didnt make a sound , I didnt Hear his door open so i became currious as to what he was doing , Then I Hear the sink Running and Bottels and Cans rattling , Then I Thought That Must Be Ant Neat Clean Freak ass In there Cleaning Up , I hesitantly Opened My Door and walked into the Kitchen Area , soon as i hit the Corner I Wanted to Die , It Was Jarvis , Fuck I already Had One Awkward Scary Situation , I didnt need another one I hadnt Seen Or Heard From Him Since that Drunken kiss we Shared , He Turned around From Washing DIshes and said wassup , Since He was Cleaning up someone elses mess i figured it wouldnt hurt to help , I picked up the Trash bag and went around the living room picking up cans , chip crumbs and pizza Crust , It was so Awkward Because I didnt Know what to say , but the silence was eating away more than the Awkwardness

Jarvis: So Yall Had A Party Last Night

Kendrick: I didnt have One , Ole Boy Did

Jarvis: Who Cam ?

Kendrick: Yea Or Should I say Killa Cam

Jarvis: Lol What ?

Kendrick: Nothing Long Story

Jarvis: Ohhhhhh

Kendrick: Aye Just SO you Know Just Because You and tiara Arent Cool I aint Got nothing against you

Jarvis: I Feel You , Aye ?

Kendrick: Wassup

Jarvis: Ummmm , Well

Kendrick: that Kiss ?

Jarvis: yea that ,

Kendrick: If You Dont Tell Nobody I wont

Jarvis: Thanks bruh , I dont Know what the Fuck that was , it must have been one too many cups

Kendrick: Yea Liquor make You Do some Strange Things .

Jarvis: I Just Wanna Clear Somethings up , Im Not Gay At All Or Bi

Kendrick: I Never Believed You Were Either so There you

Jarvis: But If you tell Anybody Ill Kill you

Kendrick: ha ha , At Least youll Have a funny Speach For your Wedding

Jarvis: I Wont Have A Wedding after That Speach lol

After We Both Cleaned Up The Entire Kitchen and Living Room , He parted His Way and Left , I went Back into My Room and Called Ant to See When he Was Coming back , And Of Course He Wasnt Coming back Tonight , Ughhh He Really Got On My Nerves , If i would Have Known He wasnt Going to ever be Here i would have Roomed with someone else lol , I hear the Door Open and I know it wasnt ant and Jarvis just left so it couldnt be anybody But Cameron , to be real i was still a little shooking up by that , so i just stayed in my room watching tv , as time went by i almost dozed off untill i heard a loud crash into the wall , it sounded like somebody threw something at the Wall , I got out of bed and went to see what that was , i walked into the living area and saw Cam sitting on the couch with his head down rubbing his hands threw his head , I noticed a broken calculator on the other side of the room i guess he threw it . I stood there and He looked up at me with deranged eyes , I wanted to turn around and walk off but something was keeping me standing there watching him .

Cameron: What!

Kendrick: Nothing , YOu Good ?

Cameron: Yea

Kendrick: You Sure

Cameron: I said Yea

Kendrick: then Why the Fuck you throwing Calculators

Cameron: Look , I Dont Need Your Questions Right Now

Kendrick: You Need Some Help

Cameron: What the Fuck did you just say to me

Kendrick: I DIdnt say anything , I asked did you need some help

Cameron: Oh , Unless you Know How to Graph a Linear Equation Then No

Kendrick: Actually I do , But Its gone be Hard to Do without a Calculator

I Run Into my Room and Get My Calculator Out My bookpack , and Come Back into the Room with Some Notes that I had From My Previous Course I took at my old school , I sat down on the couch next to him , and Pulled the study guide towards the middle of the table , I examined the paper and realized that this was easy , All you got to do is put all this into the calculator and Hit y1 and So on And SO on , Now you try it .

Cameron: Huh ?

Kendrick: You Try It

Cameron: Try What

Kendrick: Was Listening to Anything I just said .

Cameron: Oh My bad I zoned out , say it again .

Kendrick: Boy I tell Ya , Imma Start Charging Niggas For Tutoring Since I gotta Go Above and Beyond to Keep them Focus .

Cameron: Ok Im Listening Nigga , Go Ahead .

Ok Put it Into the Calculator just the way its written on the paper and then ........ While Im Explaining what to do i look up to make sure he's paying attention , HE Wasnt He was looking at me as i talked but im positive he was using active listening ,everything i was saying was going in one ear and coming out the other , I snapped m fingers to get his attention , and Finished Doing the study guide with him ,

Cameron: SO WHo Cleaned up

Kendrick: Jarvis and I

Cameron: Ahhh man i told you i was gone do it , yall aint have to do that

Kendrick: Well Its Done Now .

Cameron: I see , Well Its getting Late and I gotta take this test in the morning so im about to hit the shower then the sack .

Kendrick: cool

Cameron: Aye Can I ask you something ?

kendrick: Sure

Cameron: SInce I Smashed Mines , you Mind If i borrow your Calculator

Kendrick: No Problem , Just Dont Throw this one against the Wall

Cameron: Lol I wont , Thanks Bruh

Kendrick: yea , Good Luck

he Went into his room and i sat on the couch , just thinking to myself I dont know what it is about him , but i feel like im being attracted to him like a magnet , and when he stood up and said Aye let me ask you something , i just knew he wanted it , I got in the shower and Layed it down for the night .