Why does it have to be easy for others? If they want anything, they can have it in just a snap.
Everytime I crave for attention, care, affection and all the things that can satisfy the needs of my soul, I feel like the whole world doesn't seem to notice me.
Lagi naman kasing ganun ang nangyayari, you'll make new friends, you'll get close, you'll make all the effort and everything seems fine. But when that one moment comes, when you need, even just one person, and no one comes out to you. Di ba parang nakakapagod na din? Parang extinction sa Psychology. It occurs when a stimulus is continuously presented alone. Yun yung kapag walang reinforcement.
Di ko alam kung manhid lang ba talaga ang mga tao, o di kaya naman sadyang sanay na sila na tanggap lang ng tanggap o siguro sadyang user-friendly sila. Ah ewan. Basta ang alam ko lang nakaka trauma kapag paulit ulit na naiiwan at binabalewala. Lahat na, pamilya, kaibigan at iba pa.
Bakit nga ba ganun? Bakit kahit paulit ulit ka nang binalewala at pinaiyak noon, nagtitiwala at nagmamahal ka pa din ngayon? Paano mo lalabanan yung sadness, yung regret at iba pang kalakip ng mga sakripisyo na ginawa mo para sa iba? Bakit kase ganun?
BINABASA MO ANG
Growing Pains
De TodoHow do you know what to do with every moment in your life? How do you deal with every setback? How do you continue living?
