but who would date a broken girl? | j.w.d

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so the day went by and it was... the attention was making me nervous.

resulting into me having a panic attack in the boys bathroom.

boys as josh knew what was going to happen to me when I started breathing hard and crying and stuff. and he took me to the toilet.

"everything's gonna be okay" he says gently, sitting me down on the counter while I sobbed my heart out loudly.
"deep breaths okay?" he held my hand and guided me through it. I copied his breathing and then he asked me about music. "what bands do you like?"
"panic! at the disco, twenty one pilots, r5, as it is, fall out boys, mcr, pierce the veil..."
"you did it!" I looked around me. everything was fine. I'm fine!
"thank you!" I jumped into his arms.
"take it easy!" but he kept his strong arms around me.

"are you real?" I asked him.
"yeah..." I felt his face.
"your real" I whispered.
"I'm real!" he laughed. I smiled.
"just making sure" I looked away.
"you can tell me" he gently took hold of my chin and made me face him.
"it's hard to find guys as sweet at you"
"your so cute" he gave me another big hug and we giggled. then I gazed into his deep mocha brown eyes. he's beautiful.

the purple haired boy leaned down and connected our lips together. I slowly joined him. our lips slowly synced together perfectly. I moved my hands from his waist to his cheeks. his hands made their way to my waist.

then the door bursted open and a girly scream was heard. we pulled away quickly and saw tyler.

"YOU DONT KNOW HOW LONG IVE BEEN WAITING!" he exclaimed. me and josh laughed and then Jenna came in. "did they kiss!?" she asked tyler. he nodded. she screamed and ran to me and hugged me. "FINALLY!"

me and josh laughed again.
"They kissed!?" sarah was squealing. me and josh couldn't stop laughing at our amazing friends.
"text bren!" tyler says. "call him!" I say. and when we told him he screamed - I've never heard a girl scream that loud! but then we had to go to our final class.

we all headed to our final class and it was quite chill. all my friends talked while I quietly worked. I didn't feel like talking. What just happened in the bathroom was magical. But i felt like a slut. I'm friends with boys and boys only. but I have jenna and Sarah.

"you okay?" josh nudged me lightly.
"y-yeah" I blinked, writing the right formulae out. "you haven't said a word this entire lesson" he put a hand on my thigh. "I'm okay" I say quietly.

"Your not" he said softly. "Do you regret the kiss?" "No!" I shot up.
"You think I don't like you in the way you like me?" He asks. "I don't know what you mean" I stammered.
"Cat, I like you. Not in the friend way"
"I like you too!" A bit too loudly as half the class turned around. I blushed.
"So...can we be official?" He asks nervously. I pulled him into another kiss making everyone 'aww'.

me and josh are a thing.
finally.