but who would date a broken girl? | j.w.d

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the next day I was allowed to go out. josh took me out on our first ever date!

Lainie helped me get ready! she brought me a nice outfit as I didn't have many and did my make up:

she brushed my gray locks and slightly curled my hair. then Wendy (one of the people who take care of us) called me and said josh was here.

I hugged Lainie and she wished me luck. all the girls were staring and whispering. I ignored them and opened the front door. Josh was standing there in black jeans, black vans with white stripes, a black tee and a camouflage jacket. he handed me a single red rose. the girls all "awed" and I rolled my eyes. josh smiled. "this is what happens when your the only person in a relationship in your family"

it was quiet late (7pm) and visiting hours were 10-5. but I asked if I could have some of my visiting hours later. I had to me home by 9.

we held hands and were walking the long road, watching the sky fall (😏). "where we going?" I asked. "I was thinking we could go to that new dessert place! they finally opened in America - is Columbus freakin Ohio!" "Creams? I went there when I visited the uk with Scott" they're dessert was too good to be true.

we went inside and found a booth. "next week i was thinking we could go on a double or triple date" he says. "I would defiantly be up for that!"

We both shared an Oreo ice cream sundae. He would compliment me every now and then, make me laugh and smile, take pictures of me...now this is the relationship I like.

then my phone buzzed.

@joshuadun mentioned you in a post

@joshuadun: you see this pretty lady  right here? she's my girlfriend. MY girlfriend. I give her all the love and attention she deserves and she gives me the most beautiful gift in the world. her smile❤️ @catthebrat

I smiled and replied back.
@cattthebrat: are you real bc I've never been treated to THIS extent !!!
@joshuadun: I'm real sweetheart.

I put my phone down and stares at him. josh was freakin beautiful. "like what you see?" he jokes. "very much"

after we finished our dessert we took another walk around. his Snapchat was full of me. videos and pictures. he was really showing his love and affection.

"babe?" josh brought me hot chocolate from Starbucks and we were walking up the path to the centre. It was 8:56. "yep?" I looked up from my drink.

"I love you"

I dropped my drink. It was nearly finish so it didn't matter too much. did josh just say he loved me? no. impossible. no one loves me. but josh... LOVES ME!

"I love you too!" I jumped into his arms and he chuckled. we shared a passionate kiss and then another hug. "see you tomorrow gorgeous" he patted my shoulder. I nodded as he walked down the path. "WE'RE CUTER THAN JOSHLER!" I yelled as he got into his car. "AGREED!" he grinned getting in.

I waited for him to be out of site and then I went inside - to be crowded round! questions were shot at me.

"enough! I've told you all to stop doing that!" Lainie pushed through the crowd. "Maybe I should jusr answer a few?" I suggest quietly. "okay, lets go to the couch"

so we all sat down and they asked me about me and josh.

"where did you guys go?"
"creams"

"was it a good date?"
"the best!"

"how long have you two been dating?"
"nearly a week"

"do you love josh?"
"with all my heart"

after a few 'awes' and 'oohs' we all had to sleep. I had a shower and got into my pyjamas and climbed into bed.

I texted the gang a bit and told them about our date and then at about 9:30 I fell asleep.