that was only the beginning. people started to follow me home. I knew this would put brendon in danger. he had to stay behind for rehearsals for the school play, Kinky Boots. he was the main character, Charlie. he wants to go on broadway some day. I know he will. This meant I'd be walking home myself. I got chased.
online everything got even worse. I tried blocking but they always found a way to harass me. I kept hurting myself. josh hasn't suspected a thing so far. but anyway today I was praying it would be a good day. josh's birthday is in a few days and I was so pumped and was determined to have a good time.
I got dressed into this:
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I did my hair and make up and left the house. brendon wasn't here to make sure I ate or took my lunch. he had rehearsals all the time.
I walked to school, taking the long way as I didn't want to stumble into anyone. it was raining hard. and, Jenna found me. she made me get into her car. I loved the rain. "any reason why your walking in the rain ?" she asks me. "brendon has rehearsal" I shrugged. "You could have called me!" She says. "It's okay. You here now" I said.
We made it to school and walked in. And everyone had a new thing to laugh at me about. Apparently I look so fake that I was probably made in China. It really hurt but I didn't show it.
We found tyler and josh and Sarah all talking. josh smiled when he saw me and wrapped his arms round me. I giggled and leaned against his chest. "Your all wet!" He says. "Walked half way in the rain. Jenna found me" "you could have called me babe!" "Jenna said the same. Minus the babe part"
We walked to first lesson which was biology. We sat in the back and I kept my head down. Nobody noticed me. The lesson went alright.
Next lesson was Math. We sat at our usual table and our teacher was in a bad mood. She was screaming at us so much it was so annoying. Then she picked on me to answer the question. "I-um...well..." I stammered. all eyes were on me. "I don't know" that was stupid. She rolled her eyes and faced the other way. I put my head down. "She's so dumb" "So weird" "No wonder why she cuts"
I got up and ran out of the room. "Mrs Urie get back in here!" (My second name got changed hehe I'm legally brendons sister) I ran as far as my feet could take me. There were two places I could go to. Library or bathroom. I would easily be found in the bathroom. Library.
It was now free period and I sat in the library pretending to read. The librarian was a nice lady and she didn't mind me being here. Then someone sat opposite me. I look up to see Tyler. "Hi" he says as I put the book down. "Hello" I replied.
"I got your stuff" he handed me my bag. "Thank you" I say, putting it on the floor beside me. "You need anything?" He asks me. "A hug?" I say. We both got up and he gave me a bear hug while I cried. "That was so embarrassing! I hate myself" I sobbed. "hey don't say that! your my friend and I love you okay? it's not your fault that she was in a bad mood. don't hate yourself or blame it all on you"
He took my to period 3 and I sat next to him and brendon avoiding josh as I didn't want to bother him.9
