but who would date a broken girl? | j.w.d

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today is now Friday. I got ready and josh picked me up for  school. he brought me Starbucks on the way which was adorable.

we walked into school holding hands. he would compliment me every now and then which was so sweet of him. we got to his locker which was now next to mine (he managed to trade with Marissa from Spanish class!) and we got our stuff out and put stuff in.
"where you headed first?" he asks.
"bio" I said. "yay!" he was in that class with me. I giggled and took a sip of my drink.

tyler and jenna walked over holding hands. "hey cuties!" Jenna called.
"hi" josh replied. I shyly waved back.
"did you buy her a drink?" tyler asks.
"aww!" Jenna cooed,  smiling. I blushed a bit and so did josh.
"why you all quiet?" Tyler put his hand on my arm. I shrugged and sipped my drink. "she's cute" josh put an arm round me and pulled me close to him making me giggle. "you okay?" he asks. I nodded and looked at my converse.
I think I was okay.

but anyway we went to biology and things went pretty smoothly. next up was music. me and tyler said bye to josh as he headed to Art with one of his other friends called Dallon who had biology with us.

Me and tyler worked more on our song. He was really creative and talented. I wasn't. I pressed some random keys on the piano. "That's perfect!" I jumped up as he said that. "what?" I asked. "that tune you played! it's perfect for our song!" he grinned. "really?" I played it again. "I love it! Let's use it!" Was he legit?? "okay!" I smiled. "I'll tell you which keys are which..." so he guided me through it and soon I had thought of half our tune.

"your so good!" he gave me a side hug making me giggle. " are you okay?"
"yeah" i whisper. "your so quiet"
"I'm always quiet" I pointed out.
"but around your friend your not"
I didn't reply. I looked at the piano.
"talk to me" his voice cracked.
"the voices" I whispered.
"y-you get them t-too?" he asks. I nod.
"we'll get through this together" he held my hand. I squeezed his gently.

"if you want to talk let me know"
"I will" I replied, playing a random key on the piano. he gave me a small hug and then we carried on with our work.

lunch time came and then group was split up. Jenna & Sarah had some Cooking homework to finish off. Josh had a dentist appointment. It was just me and tyler. we decided to sit outside on the grass and eat our food. so we did. after that we talked.
"so...you have depression?" I ask.
"yep" he says nervously. "I'm nervous to" I admit. "good?" we both giggle.

"what are you voiced called?" he asks.
"you have names?" I asked.
"mines called blurryface" he says.
"hmmm...whisperer?" I tilt my head.
"what do they say?" he asks.
"anything bad" I shrugged. he nods.
"one time" my voice got higher. "I-I was on a bridge" a tear left my eye.
"I heard a voice" I was whispering now.
"b-but it was a kind voice" confused.
"telling me not to kill myself. telling me that brendon and Scott would miss me" I was crying properly now. tyler gave me a warm hug and comforted me.

"your alive" he whispered.
"a few months ago, I tried to kill myself with a noose" tears filled his eyes.
"tyler. your a beautiful and kind boy. please don't ever think of hurting yourself" but I saw a peak up his sleeve.
"we'll get through this" i wiped his tears away with my thumbs.

"thank you" he gave me another bear hug. I smile. "your a good fren" I sag.
"no. your my baby sister" he corrects me. I giggled and then we got up and headed into the building