but who would date a broken girl? | j.w.d

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josh found me and kept me company the whole day. lunch time was kind of...bad.

I sat in between tyler and josh during lunch. my lunch got stolen this morning by some guy in my French class. josh made me buy lunch. I only took a little bit though. everyone around me was talking. I sat there playing with my food. josh put his hand on my thigh. "you okay?" he asks me. "don't worry about me" I smile lightly, turning to face him. "how are you?" I ask him. josh had anxiety to. we couldn't just look at me. "great really. I used to get anxiety attacks a lot but I haven't lately so I guess what's a good thing!" he smiled cheerfully.

He doesn't love you!

"Pardon?" I said to josh. "I said it's a good thing" he says to me, putting an arm round me. I giggled and leaned against his side. From the corner of my eye I could see Michelle walking over:

"hey" she pushed me lightly. I looked up at her. "What?" I ask her. "looking for this?" she was holding up the necklace that Scott gave me at the beach when I was 4. back when we were a happy family. "that's mine!" I exclaimed. "Not anymore!" She ran off with it. "Cat don't!" I ignored my friends and ran after her. people kept pushing me as I passed them, slowing me down.

Michelle ran into the bathroom and I followed her. She held the necklace above a toilet. "No!" I cried out. "Oh I'm sorry darling" she says sidling up to my and holding it out. I was about to take it when she snatched it back and threw it down the lav, flushing it. "No!" I started to cry. She shoved me against the wall and threw me to the ground and walked out.

I sat in a corner sobbing till Jenna car and found me. She stayed with me and gave me a girl talk and promised I would be okay.

But I don't know anymore.